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pretty cool time i had so far. Alhamdulilah. so many things happened and i'm reali smiling wide nowadays.

i took her out to celebrate her belated birthday on 1st july. we went out to vivo city n spend the day together. to tell the truth, i was tired but really enjoyed her accompany. i dunno but i'm at peace whenever i look at her calm face. she makes me smile n the touch of her hands, simply provides the warmth i need. for once in my life, i feel wanted.

she cares for me, she worries about me, grabs my hands whenever i'm mad, looks into my eyes and we both smile automatically, notices how i always stare at her, holds my hand whenever she goes down the stairs in a pair of high heels and visits me whenever i work down at raffles.

we go out often. i wake up early just to have breakfast with her. i've met her mom a couple of times and just today, went out with her and her sister. and they are the friendliest of people. always smiling and seriously, i'm very comfortable with her. yes, i'm a terribly shy person but over time, i could deal with the nervous feeling and get used to the whole thing.

to nur hidayah, i am seriously into you. i am helplessly falling for you each day and i appreciate your efforts and the little things u do. even though i dun say, but i prefer meeting your mom and sister because the relationship wouldn't be THAT awkward. ur my heart beat and i pray that we'll stay together forever. I thank God for giving me the chance to meet you. for it is Him who decides everything. you strengthen my beliefs and darling, i owe u alot of things.

i love you dear. and ur engraved in my heart. thank you sayang.