challenged

chal·lenge:
A test of one's abilities or resources in a demanding but stimulating undertaking.

life is full of challenges. definitely. each and every one of our lives consists of many different challenges that sometimes forces us to exert to the very best of our abilities. the trials and tribulations that God throws at us, demands mostly patience and understanding to overcome. yet, challenges are not bad. challenges make us realize a lot of things. our limits, patience, level of tolerance, understanding and acceptance.

had a terrible day in sch yesterday. it was my science module and bloody frustrating. throughout 3 or 4 weeks, i have been doing all the work with Fai. Fai has been a great help, especially when she has never touched on chemistry before. but i can that she is trying her best to help out. both of us are simply tired of our members' attitude. they are too dependent on us. can u imagine, that while Fai n me are doing our work, they would be playing games? and when our lecturer approaches our group to see our progress, they will simply say that Fai n me have completed the worksheet and that the lecturer should check on us instead! pathetic! disgusted! useless! yes, i know i give my best in my presentations and work. but that does not mean i can do everything myself. yes, i am the oldest in class but i am not a superhuman. i will try my best to help you people to get good grades but u people need to help me!

there will obviously be challenges in love too. dear, if i need to run a thousand miles just to see you, i would. i need to carry a thousand boulders just to see you, i would. if i need to give up every dollar i have, just to see you, i would. all i need is time and attention from you. i do not need treats, fame or money but just your attention and time. i seriously miss u sayang. i know that ur busy with attachment n all but do try to find time for us to spend together k? i love u dear!! i was not angry at u yesterday. in fact, i'm beginning to understand ur work commitment. whenever u are working, u tend to lose urself in it and forget other factors. think of me k?

i wish i could meet u soon. cos i miss u so. love u dear.