my wonderwall

life is but a strange concept. u never seem to ponder about certain things until it happened and affects u, either directly or indirectly. yet, we tend to take things for granted. we should refuse to accept certain things or fear certain knowledge structures because we simply cannot understand them. we fear what we do not understand.

we should, in fact, learn to meekly approach the unknown and slowly understand it. thus, turning it into an advantage of ours. learning is indeed never ending, whether its physically or academically. my lovely gf told me that knowledge is of abundance and everywhere. its really up to us whether we want to see it and learn from it. sumtimes, the saddest stories hold the greatest knowledge.

yet, love is something that one can never really understand. we were told different stories and concepts regarding. similarly, the concepts are different because they come from different perspectives from different people. in some cases, it may seem familiar but no two love stories are the same. why? because of the different people involved. each story has new characters, venues and plots. however, the love theme still stays.

yes, care and concern comes with love. so does the act of selflessness and responsibility. in fact, love teaches you to be patient and to be a better person. it is just how we perceive and view it as constructive or destructive. learn to trust God. it helps. He will decide ur path. embrace it. face the challenges along the way because it will only make u stronger. believe that He loves u. because that is why you are, where and what you are, now. learn to love Him. because there is nothing more pure between your love towards God and His love towards you. from there, learn to trust your partner because it helps in understanding each other.

love came into my life. a knocking on my door. i refuse to open the door initially but eventually, slowly opening the door bit by bit. the person at the other side was wonderful. she smiles and has a haughty personality. she maybe fierce but i guess there reasons for that. she makes me think about my life and where i want to be. a slap of realization i should say. and i eventually, opened the door to her. it took her awhile to take a step into my life. but i told her to take her time. and when she finally did, we were both smiling.

so take a look us now dear. i'm no longer an empty space. ur filling up my life and i'm thankful to Allah for letting me meet you. u brighten up my life by calling me up in the morning and accompanying me to sch. i love ur sister's adorable voice. i miss looking into your eyes each time we are apart and thank you for coming into my life.