for her...

alot of things happened since friday! everything was like a rush and i feel good that most of it happened.

on fri, we went out on a date to watch the latest of the Harry Potter movie. the show was abit draggy but was still ok. love the effects though. we walked around vivo city and had dinner before i sent her off. dear, i love that look u have when ur concentrating on sumting. i just wanna lay back n feel the warmth of ur touch.

she came down to bugis on saturday nite. surprised me. yeah, she often does that. wouldn't tell me beforehand and she would just suddenly appear. she was from home, after spending the whole noon at work. she look so pretty in that outfit of hers. she told me she was there to look for a nurse watch but in the end, she didn't even look for it. instead, she asked me whether i would like to meet her mom that very nite. i was bloody nervous of cos but i guess that its either now or never. so i met them after work. we walked ard orchard for awhile before settling down at starbucks. we bought a few drinks and talked about hidayah. it seems as if i've gotten to know her a whole lot more. her past, present and probably her future. her mom was cool, funky and definitely modern. someone who's friendly and open. she made me feel comfortable. she's someone i would definitely wanna talk to.

i bought her a nurse watch yesterday. for the first time, i saw her did the closing in bedok. it was absolutely tedious and now i know y she's tired most of the time. i wished i could help but i dun think they would allow a stranger to lend a helping hand. i knew that she would be hungry so i brought her a packet of her fav chicken rice. see, i'm a very thoughtful guy. romantic somemore. haha! so i send her home after that.

today, i had her watch replaced. the chain broke off and it couldn't be hung onto her uniform. we had dinner together and it was fun talking to her.

sayang, i've gotten to know u sooo much more through out these 4 days. from ur mom, ur sister and myself. ur the most wonderful gal i've ever met. u made me realized that forgiving others is easier than hating them. that no matter what, God is still there for me. that i should b confident of myself. that trust comes along wif understanding in a relationship. that u brighten up my life. yes dear, u have ur bad points. those are just reminders for me to realized that ur not perfect and i should NEVER, EVER expect you to be perfect. cos i do have my bad points too. n i do hope u can accept me for who i am. there are so many times, i just wanna turn n look at u, shed a few tears and tell u how much i appreciate someone like u in my life. one day sayang, i'll do just that. i pray that God will strengthen our relationship and i love u nur hidayah. ur my heartbeat. my sunshine. my love.