TGIF

its friday morning! and i'm not yet asleep. can't seem to sleep. yes, i am tired but just can't sleep.

went out today. i skipped rugby. went to make a new pair of specs today. there goes my money. haha! but then again, i really need a change of specs. my current one has a deep scratch on it due to the army. i still remembered how it happened. it was during a route march and we had to get our bags and webbings off within 5 secs. in the rush, the muzzle of my rifle hit my face and slashed across my specs. Thank God i was wearing specs, otherwise i would be having scars on my eye!

bought 2 new polo tees. yeah, i love polo tees. haha! they are the most comfy thing n a cross of casual and formal too! plus i look good in them! just got off the phone with Dayah. and its soo stressful. i dunno if you really wanna go out with me on Sunday. u should have told zoe early. she probably can settle the whole thing. have some faith. and seriously, though i wouldn't say it, i would be heartbroken and disappointed if you can't make it on Sunday. i'll spend my day alone and reject every single call from everyone who's gonna call me on that day. really. i'll be very moody.

i really dunno. God, please show me the right path. we are drifting apart. i feel so too. i think i have no place in her heart n that i should just go away quietly. tell me dear, who am i to u? a normal guy just like the rest or someone who's in ur heart? cos i'm afraid of making the wrong choices..