rewind

well, its been kinda busy for me lately.

sch holidays just ended. so its back to school!

welcome back to W35Q. home to the 'Uniques'. yes, my class is W35Q and we called ourselves the 'Uniques'! strange but true. my mates are younger than me. on average, they are around 18 years old? yes, i do feel kinda old. but than again, age is just a number. i view myself as someone who is there to learn as well as to guide them along the path of adolescence since i went through it 5 years ago.

at 18 years old, i was working as a waiter at swensen's and a building maintenance worker with a private company. life was tiring but yet meaningful. i always tell my classmates that at 18, u are at a stage where u feel like exploring and that u tend to experience new things. cos in sec sch, ur shielded from the harsh elements of life due to the care that ur teachers give. but once you are out of sec sch, you are probably on your own. unless you are born with silver/gold/diamond spoon in your mouth!!

had gym training today. i feel as if my chest is getting bigger. haha! omg, i think i'm going to bulk up alot. time to do alot of running soon! lose abit of muscle mass n fat. can't wait for rugby to start again due to the stupid ban.

dayah lost her hp! omg! she was pretty much upset when she called me. aiyoh, i was even more upset when i knew about it! kesian!! aaaaah! n i get sad whenever she's sad. relax miss, dun be sad anymore. i'd lend u my shoulders for u to cry on, i think they are big enuff rite? haha! i know you'd smile at my corny and silly comments. i can borrow u my spare phone if u want to? no worries, i know how hard it is without having a hp. especially when ur attachment period is coming up. erm, just give me buzz if u ever need me k? u know i'm always there for u...

i'm starting to learn Jawi again. after years of losing interest, i think i'm at the age where i should give priority to my religion. been thinking about it since army days, but never had the chance due to super restrictions we have in the military. i often pray that God gives me jump start and i think He sent me one super great gal to set me off. haha! n i thank God for her presence in my life. i always believe that if ur lost, always get back to the basics. i may suck at reading Jawi but hey, i'm never too old to learn anything. anyway, age is just a number.

i saw a mom feeding her child. the child was making a mess of out everything and giving a hard time to her mom. n yet, the mom didn't flinch or sulk. i stood in awe, looking at how willing and patient the mom was. den it hit me. when she turns old and is unable to feed herself, would the child be willing to feed the mom? it is strange how we take things for granted. even stranger how we take people for granted. only God knows how i'm beginning to appreciate the people in my life...