uncertainties

back from work n all.

this week is tiring. its been a month since we had a proper training. a month. that is how fast time flies. the first thing that my coach just had to do, was to throw us a fitness session. we had to sprint 6 times around the field. look, i maybe big and muscular but speed isn't my forte. i can run 10km and all but i definitely can't sprint it all the way!! so imagine how tired i was at the end of the session. we had scrums, line outs and a match simulation. to elaborate, i had to endure the force of 8 other people, lift a 70kg guy, get pushed, tackled, kicked, dragged and so on. y am i still playing it? in the words of a pretty gal, must have passion...passion!!

back to doing presentations. i'm left with 6 more weeks before i'm off for my holidays. first to KL then to Bangkok! weeeeeeeee! i seriously cannot wait!!

i was walking alone just now and listening to the songs on my hand phone. den the song 'kenangan terindah' by Samsons began to play. i was singing to it den began to think about the lyrics and all. suddenly, tears begin to roll lah! luckily there was no one around. ish! i was thinking about this particular gal. yes, i'm beginning to fall for u. i miss u loads and can't wait to see u soon. but i'm uncertain about how u feel towards me. i dunno what u treat me as and i'm afraid to show u how much i love u. yes, i'm holding back. i'm just afraid. but hey, if things dun go work and we go our separate ways, pls take note that you've been the nicest to me so far. n i won't probably regret knowing u. there's a reason y God allowed this meeting btwn u n me. n so far, He has never been wrong. n yes, i know God has better plans for me.

read my lips. i love u loads. and i'm scared to show it cos things might not work out. if u feel the same way, tell me pls. kan aku jadi kan kau kenangan terindah....