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she called me up around 8am. and she sounded weak. very weak. i can't help but to feel sad too. i mean, this is the gal whom i am beginning to fall in love with. and i am hearing her weak voice. it saddens me a lot. a whole lot.

so she says she can't work today and tried to contact the boss. her call wasn't picked up so she asked to try my luck instead. so i sms-ed our boss and a few minutes later, i got the reply. boss says that she thinks that Dayah can't work long hours and if she continues this hectic routine, she will disrupt our schedule. and she's not sending Dayah to my outlet anymore.

i agree to everything. EXCEPT THE LAST PART!! I know that everyone has a limit. your mind is a strong thing but your body is never invincible. i know that to run a business, u need a smooth flow of operation so u probably dun wanna have any disruption. BUT DUN HAVE TO TAKE OUT DAYAH WAT!!

i mean, i only get to spend time with Dayah is when she works with me. its hard to find to time nowadays. especially with me working and having rugby most of the time. so i have decided to change my work schedule once everything is settled. i will want to work from 5pm - 10pm on saturdays and do opening from 7.30am till 5pm. cos after work on sundays, i can meet with her. dats if she wants to. or i juz take off on saturdays. haha!

i feel sad. disappointed. down. seriously i do.

but i also know this is one of the challenges in life. God is great and i just gotta go through it. cos behind every dark cloud, there is a silver lining.

love u loads. seriously i do.