kapoooot....

last week. slack week.

for 4 days, we had log day. short for logistics day. its where we do nothing but tend to logistics. n i do mean nothing. only 1 training per day. had circuit on monday. dunno y but the training killed my thighs. had stiff thighs for the rest of the week. tuesday was E.T run. mixture of running n brisk walking. wed was IPPT specs training. seems like my sergeants wanna kill my thighs. did ALOT of thigh strengthening exercises. n guess wat? thurs was guard duty day. fook. i had weights training on thurs morning though. my fav training! haha. but took alot out of me n had to survive 12 hours of guard duty. yes, 4 hours of walking. roughly 12km worth of steps.

blisters, yes. fatigue, yes. sleep deprivation, yes for 24 hours. a white figure on a tree at ard 2am, yes. shall not talk abt it.

booked out yesterday. spent the whole day sleeping. blistering feet reali sucks. trying to puncture the whole thing. so the liquid will flow out n not cause any pain. seems like i can't.

woke up early today. went out wif shortcut to clifford centre. apparently, my former employer has opened a new shop at a Banquet foodcourt down at clifford centre. n yes, the foodcourt's new too. lotsa stuff down there. but the food ain't good. i still prefer good ol' Raffles Hospital. haha! bought my Men's Health magazine n went to Cash Converter wif shortcut. he wanted to sell off his flatbed scanner but the queue was too long n he was on stand by for mobilisation. so we screw everything off n went home.

went home. ate. read my magazine.

did some weights today. concentrating on my abdominals. its 110 push ups n 200 crunches per day now. seeing results. can't wait till i P.O.P. 2 more months.

i feel shy whenever gals look at me. should i feel shy in the first place? or should i b honoured?

guessed dat my former state makes me realise dat sometimes..ppl take beauty for granted. dat some ppl seems interested only at the physical aspect of others...instead of looking deeper. funny aint it?