2 more days..

2 more days till my freedom is over. the holidays have made me realised lotsa things. dat time is damn valuable. when it flies by u, den its gone. juz like dat. took the liberty to train whenever i'm free. feel refresh n can't wait to start my BMT. lets see how tough i am before i start to break. trainings can only 'make' or 'break' u. for me, it can only 'make' me into a stronger person.

been thinking abt her. i should stop this u know. but reali can't. dunno y. dun ask me. ask her lah. so attractive. haha! her ways n style. her different moods. her smile. oh my god, her smile. wif kissable lips. hahaha!

didn't train today. wanted to rest my body. was suddenly vomiting last nite. upset stomach. won't give any more details for this. haha.

slept alot. i'm starting to relax. body needs rest. dunno if i should go out tmrw. last day to enjoy. NS has its ups. made me think abt my future n stuff. lotsa stuff which i reali reali wanna do now. juz need to wait till i ORD. haha! 2006. its not dat near nor is it far. gonna b different. for sure.