beat..

its been alooooooooooooooong time since i last update my blog. getting busier as the days go by. is there such a word as 'busier'? hahahaha! haven't written shit since sec 4. haha! anyway..it has been almost a month since i updated my blog. so here i am..writing my woes away.

alot of things happened. but alot of things i've forgotten abt. hahahaha! went to zouk for an xbox show. the first n probably the last time i'm entering a club. went there wif nahar n a fren from dover. lotsa games being previewed there. damn..i love my xbox. haha! was reaching out for a cup of sprite when this babe appeared from nowhere and stood bside me. didn't realise that there was a camera man wif her till she turned n talked to me.

she said: 'aye! u guys are gonna play or wat?'
i said: 'of course! are u gonna play?!'
she said: 'yeaps! so watcha gonna play?! later find me arr! we challenge!!'
i said: 'bring it on gal!!'

wif that she went off smiling n waving to us...wif the camera man of course! hahaha! didn't know who the hell she was..till nahar told me it was Denis Keller. i believe that's wat her name is. MTV VJ or something. haha! chey..i kena challenge by an MTV babe! sheikh haikel was there also..he was so into playing xbox games. i bought 2 games..fable n kingdom under fire. cost me $138..maan..i am spending waaaaaaaaaay too much!

juz got my ns letter yesterday. at laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast!! finally the govt remembered abt me! yaahoooo! am looking forward to joining the army. abit anxious lah cos i wanna finish it A.S.A.P n join poly! i got a future okay! am suppose to report to CMPB for a medical check up again. 2nd medical check up already..they think i'm a freak or wat? aiyooooh! made a bet wif masturah that i won't change when i ORD. she said i'll b a changed person once i finish army. dunno wat the hell she means by that..but as good old zul knows..that once a zul is always a zul!! yeaps! she's gonna lose lah...

been working rather hard these days. i hate it. i hate seeing customers. they keep asking me to smile. would u smile at a stranger? no? that's wat i think too! these crazy ppl keep asking me to smile for no apparent reason! siao! i am serious by nature...hence the serious look. i ain't no monkey who smiles when ppl approach. a smile to a stranger is merely a form of donation!! yeah..i'm a jackass! hahahah!

i am tired. energy drained. fatigue has set in. the brain is shutting down..........

yippeeee!!

finally had the mood to update my blog. been damn restless these few days. dunno y lah! haha!

yesterday i had dinner wif a very famous malay supastar...back during the 80s or something like that. didn't actuali recognised her till the auntie working wif her was gawking at her presence. so i juz smiled at the supastar n juz kept quiet. seems like the supastar would rather have her dinner quietly. after she went off to get her drinks..i asked the auntie who the supastar was. she said 'tu lah rahimah rahim!! kau tak kenal eh zul?!! tu lah asyik american islam aje!!'. hahaha! wif that i went off to have my dinner. den suddenly this lady sat bside me wif her husband n daughter sitting across the table. i looked up n was like..waaaaaaaah, SUPASTAR!! hahaha! yeah..chatted wif her for sometime n persuaded her for a pic. hahaha!

bought my esprit glasses today. damn..costs me $300!! the glasses were going for $98..till i wanted to change the tinted lenses to customised transparent lenses. i'm short sighted lah..haha! potek kotek! haha! seems like its quite hard to change the lenses cos my vision for both eyes aren't balanced. so one side might b thicker den the other...UNLESS i took the hi index ones which were MORE expensive. do the math..n the lenses costs ard $110? well..at least i get sports glasses for my coming NS!!

gonna b very busy this week..have to support my 2 wives n 8 children. hahahahahhaahhahaha!

everyone wants a piece of zul!!

spend the whole day at work. which was damn frustrating. y do i get stupid customers arr?? bloody idiots can't even order wat they want!! urgh!!

am angry at someone. pretty much fucked up. bleargh! ain't gonna speak!

seems like i'm getting swarmed by the different polys of singapore. back when i wanted to get into a poly, not even one of those schools ever considered me as a candidate even when i only failed my maths by a grade. now, after i've graduated from ITE wif good grades...everyone's giving me brochures n letters to attend their open house. FUCK u idiots!! dun even know whether poly's worth my time! hey, their rejected me first!! so screw 'em!

darn bit torrents...

am so bored. decided to download bit torrents cos in need of entertainment. games being downloaded. at a very slow rate. i cannot withstand the delay in getting my stuff. damn starhub..

watched america's next top model juz now. where have all the love gone?! superbly frustrating to see the gals being unhelpful. especially towards a selfless gal. freaking hell..can't even bother to help someone by waking her up. unbelievable!! ello..pls bear in mind that if u dun win the competition, ur still a fucked up nobody. u dun get any royal treatment when ur a nobody n u certainly aren't gonna get any better treatment if ur an ungrateful nobody! stupid idiots..its better to have frens den collecting enemies. see..told u rite..some pretty gals are juz pretty stupid.

was suppose to get my hari raya outfit tailored today..but my mom kept postponing the whole thing. i might end up wearing juz t shirt n jeans!! nooooooooooooooo...

uh huh!!

work was tiring..super drained!! had to cut chilli though i'm still trying to get over the bad accident..arranged the plastic containers..cut veggies, onion, lemon, lemon grass, tomatoes, spring onion, parsley, arranged the noodles..waaaaaaaah!! going siao2!!

hahaha! today..i was being mean. whenever a pretty gal placed an order, i would b sarcastic n try to make them look bad. dunno y lah..probably juz wanna test their intelligence. hahaha! n hence, zul's theory is that a NUMBER of pretty gals dun have the exact intellect to match their physical. in short, some pretty gals are pretty dumb. wahahahaha! u should have seen how confused they were. aiyoh..i predict retribution is coming for my bad deeds. hahaha!

lotsa pretty gals today. aiyah..wish could juz b a flirt n get to know every single one of them. wahaha! but hey, i'm enjoying life. no need to b a playah. haha!!

hey!! hey!!

went to work today. something's wrong lah today..the train was full thru out my journey to work..n back from work. how come everyone's out today?

work was ok..abit busy. funny thing happened at work. sort of funny to me. shall not elaborate cos it concerns the status of my stall. hahaha! anyway, something happened on my way to work. was going up the escalator from the bugis mrt. when i'm walking all alone..i'm lost in my own world. i dun not bother wif the ppl ard me..unless i actually see u in front of me. hahaha! i was putting on my 'mr-zul-is-now-lost-in-his-own-music-world' expression cos i was listening to my mp3 player...when i took a glanced that the opposite escalator which was going down. noticed this familiar lady wif her frens. found her very familiar but can't seem to pin point who n where i've seen her. so i stared at her for like 10 secs n she stared at me too. den suddenly..pai seh lah..stare directly at a gal who's looking at u..so i looked ahead. den her fren suddenly waved at me..n the gal laughed. aiyoh..i was thinking to myself..who the hell is she? den she smile n wave me. so i waved back n smile. took me awhile to realise who she was. aiyoh..she's a nurse down at raffles hospital lah!!!

to that nurse..next time ar..dun make me feel kinda funny by staring at me. juz smile lah!!

hehehe..

yes yann..i'm updating my blog now. hahaha!!

been busy lah. playing wif my dear. we had so much fun. i keep on pressing her buttons. n she kept me busy all nite. by the time we finished, it would like 4am in the morning. she would b very hot and i would b very sleepy. but i can't seem to get enuff of her. i luv my XBOX!! hahaha! gotcha!! got a new game yesterday n i completed it within 48hrs. see how bored i was??! Def Jam: Fight For NY!! maaaan..the game rocks!! hip hop artists starring in that game. full of them!! it has busta rhymes, fat joe, method man, red man, the great snoop doggy dogg, sean paul, crazy legs from the rocksteady crew, carmen elektra, lil kim, shawnna, xzibit, warren g, ghostface killah, WC and the list goes on!! superb!! great game!! i looooike!! hahaha! nigga life rocks!!

as quote by Nyne in Def Jam: Fight For NY " You wanna hurt me bitch?!?! U better get strapped!!"

mas spotting!!

hahaha! see my entry's title? hahaha! couldn't sleep lah..so i ended up doing a pic for someone. bloody hell..n it looked damn good!! sometimes the skills juz keep on coming..other times..i go stupid! n yes sis..i do urs soon!

mas spotting!! chey..steady lah!! 

blur arr..

was reading mas' blog today. finally after 4 days i think. hahaha! been busy these past few days. working long hours. anywae...couldn't believe wat i read on her site. sorry to hear abt ur dad. i reali hope that he's getting better. juz b strong aite!

been working rather hard. loong loooooooooooooooong hours. i think i'm gonna spend quite alot next month cos hari raya is approaching! need to get my outfit tailored. going green this yeaaaar!! haha! my off day tmrw!! so i'm gonna go get a pair of new specs. aiming for Adidas or probably..Oakley. hahaha! ssssh!!

i miss my ite frens. haha! yeah..i miss those funny buggers. always joke ard. the things abt ite guys..they tend to go all out when being sarcastic. they dun hold back..unless its something sensitive or private. ah well..u ite buggers rock.

well mas..take care n b strong. mayb its easier said den done..but juz hold on. hope ur dad will be all smileys soon..enjoy!

ugly...

opened up the bandaged on my finger today. shit..there was an ugly scar on my finger. damn ugly. the wound is not completely healed. can still see the flesh. haiz..hopefully its gonna get better tmrw..

talking to cassie rite now. something abt 'wat is a real chair'. a pretty dumb question anywaes. its like asking 'are u alive?'.

singapore idol sucks. a beyonce wannabe advanced to the next stage. n she can't sing. singapore judges are idiotic. am so bored. damn damn bored. gonna get a new game tmrw. xboooox!!

i've always wonder how black rap artists can get pretty black women to star in their videos. black women are sexaaay!! hahaha! black women as in nigga black arr!

hmmm...

funny how things went today. was quite alrite actuali! didn't messed up any orders at work..everything was rather smooth. saw quite lotsa different ppl at work. i luuuuurve watching ppl. hahaha! ppl tend to forget their surroundings n suddenly are in their own world. i lurve to see the things ppl do..their reactions..their expressions all without them noticing my observation.

good customer service begins wif GOOD customers.

received a letter from the management office. was told not to close the stall b4 9.15pm. shitty notice. haha! abit stupid lah..its an hour's journey from my house to the place n they still wanna make me go home late. evil buggers. oh yah..haven't thank u auntie n kakak intan for helping me out wif my cut. though the both of them nearly fainted at the sight of my crimson spring, they still tried to help me! thank u sooo much yah!

someone left a comment yesterday n i dunno who. aiyah..use ur real name pls. it won't hurt to let me know unless u are my damn ex gf! she n me are eternal enemies. black n white. david n goliath. capulet and montagut. so 'anonymous' step forward lah..

she's there...

on the computer. chatting wif my webcam. wif someone. she's smiling while i make funny faces. n her smile..oh so faboulous. she's there.

den she begins to talk on the phone. leaving me there. rendering me invisible. yet her smile remains unchanged. i left her wif her phone despite being hesitant. n she's still there.

shit...it hurts like hell 

ouch..double ouch..triple ouch!!

today..terrible man. super terrible. i have accidentally cut my hand. correction..my middle finger on my left hand. it hurts real bad. alot of blood came out. n i mean ALOT!!

was cutting chilli when somehow the chopper slipped from my grip and cut my middle finger. yes..a chopper. the skin almost came off and a 'flap' wound was inflicted. i juz tore off my plastic glove and went to the sink. the next door auntie saw me washing my hand n that blood was practically oozing out of my finger. she took a bottle of medicated oil and poured on my wound to stop the bleeding. n i tell u..it was useless!! the bleeding didn't stop at all! for 5 mins..blood kept oozing out. den another kakak finally decided to use the tobacco from a ciggie to stop the bleeding. n surprisingly it did stop.

spent 30mins resting n drinking iced milo. to recover my lost blood. n den back to work. by 12pm the kakak came n took over me. thanks ya kak mai for coming in early!! den i went to the hospital which was nearby n was treated. the dumb doc told the nurse to open the wound again. n blood came gushing out like no one's business. had to withstand the pain all over again. haiz! the consultation cost me $67. had an injection too.

its juz a bad day for me. very bad...haiz..

shot thru the heart!

sitting at home and juz surfing the net. was suppose to go out n get my supplements today but due to my brother's incompetence, i didn't! my brother forgot to leave behind his nature's farm priviledge card. AGAIN! aiyah! how to start working out like this?!

need to get a rechargeable battery for my dear mp3 player. am feeling sooo lazy. my tail bone is feeling sore...the pain often comes n rarely goes. the effects of rugby. haha! was reading someone's blog..n suddenly this song was blasting thru my speakers! its goes something like this "SHOT THRU THE HEART AND UR TO BLAME!! DARLIN' U GIVE LOVE, A BAD NAME!!". won't tell u who the person is but bloody hell..the song gave me a hell of a shock! haha! its by Jon Bon Jovi..entitled 'You Give Love a Bad Name' and was from the year 1986. wah liao..retro! 2 years after i was born! anyway..i like that song. its a great song actually! haha!

My ADIDAS!!  

hey ya!!

went out wif mr syed abdul rahman today! haha! good buddy of mine! we dropped by bugis to shop for a few things. bugis village is a totally new place. its been awhile since i went there..though my workplace is daaaaaamn near! haha! the funny thing abt bugis village is..its full of Von Dutch copies!! von dutch here..von dutch there. i think the value of the brand has dropped tremendously due to piracy. hahaha! bleah..von dutch my foot!

den we headed down to suntec cos rahman wanted to buy some formal pants. n somehow, he couldn't get the ones he wanted at every outlet we went! haha! so in the end, we stopped by at this huge adidas outlet at citylink! n den..i fell in love wif a.....beautiful BAG! which costs $45 and i juz so happen been wanting to get a new bag! n so i bought it! the cashier was a damn sweet malay gal!!! sweet arr! but she doesn't costs $45 lah! she kept smiling at me..very awkward when gals smile at me!! rahman wanted the same bag but i told him to get the other color. he said he wanna walk ard first, juz in case he sees another cool bag. guess wat? 20 mins later..he bought the other colour. see that pic above? MY ADIDAS!!

2 days ago..there was a newspaper report regarding a 12-year old who was infected wif gnorrhea. serves the fucker rite. when i was 12..i was thinking abt my damn PSLE. only 12 n wanna have sex. i wish his pecker would shrink! den there was another goddamn bastard who claims to have screwed 70 gals! n i think he's got some STD in him. i wish his pecker would fall off. sick sick ppl. dun even qualified as an adult! sick..its juz sick.

plus..i made some few changes in life. getting better..dun wanna stay down forever. so picking myself up. blocking love aside. love is a hindrance rite now. focusing on my priorities now. ciao..

*bosan

was suppose to wake up at 9am today. due to some unforeseen laziness, i woke up nearly 3 hrs later. woke up n ironed my clothes to work. working attire has a minor change now. no more white mesh caps ( which i think are waaaaaaaay better!) now..they are replaced wif...blue visors. the blue visors are damn uncomfortable. plus i look like a funky hawker who's ready to play tennis now. urgh!

shit..i have to quit my job soon. bloody hell..the gals over there, are damn seductive. cannot tahan lah! tak boleh! rabakz! cleavage here..cleavage there! thighs here..thighs there! i can only shake my head. aiyoooh! pening pening! rosak rosak!

*bosan - (boh~sun) a malay translation of the word 'boring'.

dunkin' donuts!

today i got my shock of the year. work started at 11.30 am today. i changed into my attire n began tending to the counter. den a guy came n ordered a bowl of soup. moments later, an female affiliation of his joined him. i looked at her and got the shock of the year. OH MY GOD! HER *EHEM* WAS HUGEEEEEEEEE! HUMONGOUS! HEN TAR! BIIIIIGGG! BESAR! GIGANTIC! i have never seen a woman's *ehem* dat big! even the aunties at my workplace were gawking at her. the xpressions on the aunties' faces were unbelievable. some of them were even giggling among themselves. the woman's *ehem* gave me a shock. i juz wanted to go home n juz cry. hahahaaha! dammit..its too damn big. n she was wearing this t-shirt wif the words 'Dunkin' Donuts' on the chest part. the words were stretched like no tmrw. freaky shit. i am traumatised for life.

pretty gals all ard. yet i can't seem to b bothered at all. y arr? haha! aiyoh..traumatised for life. i need counselling. HEEELP!!

wat da *toot*!

am online rite now..chatting wif someone. her name's rafidah adnan. someone i met abt 5 yrs ago? hahaha! lets juz..she was from my past n things didn't go as planned and we grew apart. kept in contact though not in a regular basis. juz to know how she's doing n all. we didn't contact each other for awhile..i think since may. she sms-ed me today n said wanted to chat online. n since i'm free..y not?

seems like poor fidah was terminated from her job. ah well...shit happens rite? so she's at home n left to rot while waiting for another job to come by. wat to do..wat to do. so i told her to get married lah..but her bf is serving ns. how? sit at home n continue rotting! haha! ah well..enjoy!

chillin'

spent the whole day playing game. arcanum: of magick n steamworks. i am an RPG fanatic. a game freak.

today was cool. cool as in very cool. cos it rained. n when it rains..it pours! it was dark..cold n wet! nice weather to sleep in but me decided to play game instead. wat can i say..full blooded digital guy..

spent a few mins reading some my frens' blogs. hahaha! danos n yanos! haha! both kena label 'gila'! haha! waiting for them to give me a treat! yaaaaaaan..swensens' eh? eh? eh? haha! working tmrw..plus its the one week holidays for sch kids. i believe i'm gonna b working xtra hard this week. n i can't stand noisy kids. i have lil patience for noise....

shaaaagged...

i am tired. totally beat. maxed out. woke up early juz to go to work. work's like an hour's journey. have to travel to bugis via the train. i usually end up sleeping thru out the journey. haha!

today..was amazing. i had to tend the stall all by myself. a one man show. the highlight might. show stopper. star of the day. hahaha! 10 hrs straight..alone. amazing.

14% of the malay female teenagers are addicted to sex. this has bcome the talking point at my workplace. aunties are being paranoid abt their daughters. i dun blame them. take a good look at the malay gals nowadays. i actually did that juz now. here are a few things that surprised me:

• gals wearing tudung holding their boyfriends' hands
• can see nipples
• can see bra strap
• can see g-string
• can see their thighs
• can see their butt crack
• can see their curves
• gals smoking
• lesbians bhaving intimately wif their partners. goddamnit..LESBIANS!

the nipples showing bit..scared the shit out of me. hahaha! i tell u..singapore is not ready for nudism. the lesbian bit..is something i detest. go on u lesbians..hate me. but i tell u, stop it lah. its wrong lah. juz so wrong lah. lesbians are like a nut is to a nut..a bolt is to a bolt. they aren't compatible to a kind of their own. i dun hate lesbians..its juz that..they freak me out. the same goes for gays. scaaaaaaaaaaaary!

went to the library n borrowed a few books on animations and photoshop effects. i should be taking up a multimedia related course when i finish my army. have to rest now..peace out.

supastar!!

waaah..finally bcoming a star of my own! hahaha! going live on my webcam! abit of camera shy lah..i am a very shy and decent guy. NOT! hahaha! anyway..had some visitors today. my uncle n his wife came over. they went to johor n were going back home. since my house was in woodlands, they decided to drop by for awhile. this particular uncle of mine is probably in his late 30s or mayb early 40s. very sporting guy..likes to joke ard. in case u didn't know, my father has 5 siblings including himself. the oldest being my auntie, mak long. n the uncle whom dropped by, busu jali, is the youngest. one of my uncles passed away a couple of years ago. i remembered him fondly for his hospital visits when i broke my arm when i was 14. he came by very often to keep my accompany. i presume we share similar thoughts cos we both were the 2nd child in our families. anyway, the funny thing is..mak long n busu jali dun have sons. they only have daughters. so i think busu jali likes to have me n my siblings ard cos of that fact. haha! ah well..lotsa food today. very full. n had fun playing ard wif my webcam! haha! a star of my own..

Creative Muvo TX FM

finally got myself an mp3 player!! a muvo tx fm! 256MB! haha! i'm a malay technologist! haha! been eyeing an mp3 player for months!! finally got one at the creative sale! maaan..the place was crooowded even b4 the door was open! i tell u..its crazy! i had to queue up almost 2hrs juz to pay for my mp3 player. bought myself a webcam too! finally can get down to web conferencing! haha! lurveeeeeeeee my mp3 player! oh yah..got a tag board up also. this is due to the request of my sis!! ok julya a.k.a azura a.k.a siti..i finally got the tagboard up! haha! she insists on me calling her julya..but i find that 'azura' is better!

ello there..

"And I'm missing you,
And nobody knows it but me"

erm..in case u dunno, that's a line from the song "Nobody Knows" by tony rich project. was reading masturah's blog a couple of minutes ago. she wrote something rather long which is totally unlike her. plus its in full english. hahahaha! smile mas!

early today i made fun of mas. i think she's rather pissed off wif me. so i'm sorry mas n there's no better way to apologise to u..den on my blog cos ur ignoring me. haha! abt ur entry..i felt bad when i read abt it. erm..i dunno if i bhaved like a goddamn bastard when i was wif u, but if i reali did..den here's my utmost sincere apology. thru out the time i've spent wif u, i've tried my best to b as near as 'mr perfect'. i was sure that i never expect anything better from u. n yes, i was serious abt u thru out the whole time. i know u have ur weaknesses and i have never ever tried to exploit any of them. i was sad..devastated when things didn't go as planned. shit happens..n u were gone. no reasons given..hatred kicked in..state of denial and so on. so many questions went unanswered.

look where i am rite now. keeping in contact wif u. y? cos u taught me love. haha! funny seh! yeah..but its true. u showed me that i could forgive u. n i did. yeah..back then..we were all young n naive but i was looking forward all the time. it felt good to b able to talk to again. but everything seems rather quirky now. the thing is..i reali am sorry for wat happened in the past. somehow..i feel i rather bad when i read ur entry. aiyoh..bad as in reaaaaali bad. i reali didn't want to things to go wrong but its juz that if only u could talk. n juz make good decisions den things would be better. cos i reali like u. n i reali am sooo sorry abt the things that happened. ignore me..hate me..screw me, but juz get it into ur head k? shit happens..u kept keeping things to urself n den doing stupid things! i was there for u 2 yrs ago n i still am 2 years later now..so open up a lil bit n u'll feel better. u CAN b more confident n radiant. impossible is nothing and nothing is impossible. time heals everything. n probably time is the cure for ur wounds. so do smile everyday. yeah..the song by tony rich project suits u rather well now...enjoy!!

H-TWO-O!!

drank 2 bottles of h-two-o isotonic drink today. taking too much of these drinks. the aunties said that its bad for my body. but it taaaaaaaaaaaste sooooo good! quenches my thirst immediately.

on my way to work today, i bumped into the Pokka Gal!! pokka gal was of the many ppl working at the Singapore Food Fiesta 2004. obviously she was working at the pokka booth..hence the name. very sexy malay gal. haha! during the 3 days event, she ALWAYS buy something from my fish soup booth! aiyoooh..sexy man! but arr..she's of those minah types. has a tattoo on the part..juz above her butt. dun ask me how i noticed..i tend to look for tattoos when i see these kinda gals. very sweet looking gal..but i think she was in the wrong company in the past. very pretty..very sexy..knows how to dress up. we juz smiled at each other juz now n never talk at all. i am a very shy guy (i reali am!). but she's not my type. haha! ah well..see u ard miss pokka!

work was ok. everything was sold out by 8pm. hahaha! had 1hr to relax!! good cos it was supposed to be my off day till dat dumb full timer took mc. he was perfectly alrite yesterday..smiling n visiting my work place even though it was his off day. n den suddenly he took mc. idiot. hahaha! working again tmrw.

masturah said "serve u rite! u always wanted to work rite? so serve u rite!". soo evil of her. i know lah..u have no sympathy for me. haiz..but dun have to say all those things. hahahahahaha! yeah..i'm bcoming like her former self! oh my god! haha! yeah..still lurving u dear. so enjoy ppl!

i wanna..

feeling down for the past few months. i think i might slip into depression. my life's a total bore. reali. it is. without school..its juz plain old me. here's a list of wat i wanna do:

• play in the rain
• laugh at ppl
• play kiddie soccer
• ride my bike in the rain
• sit on the pavement of the road, in the rain, wif my frens
• hold the rugby ball once again
• get that wonderful feeling of scoring a try
• feel the adrenaline rush when i hold the ball, n wif 15 other ppl trying to bring me down
• smell the baguette on a paris morning
• sit down and sing 'Lemon Tree'
• wave to other ppl when i'm in the bus
• letting my loved one sleep on my shoulder
• smile at my future wife n say 'i love u' till the day i go away
• cry wif my gf while watching a funny yet sad love story
• learn fusion cooking
• learn how to do the varial kickflip

but most importantly, i juz want u ppl to smile wif me. :)

wah liao..

tired. tired. tired. work was hectic. fed lotsa mouths. no tom yam. again!

i think i'm being a jerk. i like to see how ppl react. especially gals. i have this habit of looking at a pretty gal. den doing an innocent n changing my face to 'i-am-so-decent-n-shy-guy' expression. haha! u won't believe how EFFECTIVE that expression is! the gals would suddenly bcome self conscious. they would check their dressing, whether i'm still looking at them, whether some other ppl are looking at them also. haha! funny! sooooo funny! did something to this gal earlier this morning n she was like looking so innocent, acting as if i should b asking her for her contact number or something. NO CHANCE IN HELL! hahahaha! zul..ur a jerk. haha!

took the train on my way back home. standing behind this couple. bloody irritating. the stupid guy was whistling to some chinese tune. n the gal kept hugging the bastard. kissing. smooching. hugging. kissing. smooching. hugging. makes me sick. cupid..get a life!

its my off day tmrw! wanna rest n go catch a movie. the bourne supremacy! heard that its a good show! wanna play game till the wee hours..wanna sleep till late morning. i am tired therefore i am..

hey ya!! 

horny goat weed!

haha! stupid name for a herb! horny goat weed! go that name from a GNC newsletter! yeah..i am a member of GNC! horny goat weed..increases stamina and energy! obviously not for working out! haha!

hey hey! saw azura today!! took the same bus but she didn't noticed me till i sms-ed her! haha! she boarded the bus and went straight to the back without looking ard! how could u sis! haha! funny seh..same bus but didn't have the chance to talk to her! ah well..looking fine sis!

i am tired..been working the morning shift for the past 3 days. i hate morning shifts! can't wake up early! haha! Creative's having a sale this friday! gonna grab myself an mp3 player! haha! tired..juz simply tired today. i tell u..on of these days, my eyes will pop out of their sockets. women are wearing less nowadays. BIG distraction..haha!

on top is a pic of me taken in Johor a few months back. i was forced to cut my hair by my Section Head back then. i miss my locks..i miss my frizzy hairstyle..i look so damn cool wif frizzy hair! haiz..

when i'm reali juz a Thundercat..

haha! funny heading aye? haha! old cartoons bring smiles to my face. had a looooong day yesterday. went to tekong to visit my younger bro. going there in a few months. looks like a bloody chalet. haha. pretty gals visiting their siblings n bfs. nice! haha. went there wif my family. my bro looks tired. seems abit nervous too. hope he has changed.

i dun wanna talk to someone. cos i'm scared of falling for her. hahaha. dun want. anyway..abit tired arr now. was working my ass off juz now.

things i want:

• new specs
• new game
• new shoes
• mp3 player
  

things i need:

• a gf

hahahaha! hahaha!

new records..

was suppose to do this entry yesterday but i guess i had to sleep early. work was hell today. didn't eat breakfast..n lunch. juz ate dinner at 5pm. am tired. am sick of stupid ppl asking for fish soups.

a few records were broken yesterday. firstly, my fave team..Arsenal has gone unbeaten for 43 games. amazing feat it was. bringing down blackburn to clinch the victory. they have broken the record set by nottingham forest, which was unbeaten for 42 games. unbelievable. truly fascinating. i wanna see how far this arsenal revolution is gonna go. arsene wenger's invincibles. next record worth mentioning is hossein rezazadeh a.k.a the iranian hercules. this weightlifter from iran has broken a world record in the weightlifting world. amazing stuff. u should see him lift those weights at the olympics! damn..he's huge! awesome person..an islamic hercules! another world record was broken at the atheletics meet. the first one to be broken at the 2004 olympics' atheletics meet! pole vault! shit..that's pure passion to be able to pole vault urself over that height.

amazing stuff yesterday. was truly taken back. so many things happening in my life. kinda brings out the drive in me again. visiting my bro at tekong tmrw. abit tired n lazy to go. haha! i can wait lah..no need to rush me into tekong. aiyah..i reali wanna keep away from someone. dun wanna chat wif her at the moment cos i know i'm gonna feel that shitty feeling all over again. but cannot control arr!! ah well..till next time..

hhmmm...

on my chair. drinking tea. listening to norah jones. on a cool n wet nite.

am i relaxing or wat!! haha! today's weather has been reaaaaaaaali great! wet..cold..cool..soooo relaxing. singapore dun get much rain! n when it rains..woohoo!! today was a lazy day for me. in fact, my off days are my laziest days. haha! the rubber soles of my adidas shoes are coming off! oh my god! my $135 shoes!! time to get it glued!

was chatting rather long wif someone today. shall not name her. haha. finally got the answers from her. cleared everything up. been waiting almost 2 years for her answers. ah well..watever it is, i still like her. she made me smile today.

haven't been touching my xbox for a couple of days already! time to get a new game! haha! i luv my mean green machine!

surprise!!

am very tired rite now but can't seem to sleep. work was kinda alrite today. no eggs at the stall today due to the recent birdflu epidemic in malaysia. all poultry items were band. funny thing happened today at work. was serving a lady who was in her 40s. seemed kinda familiar n upon further straining my eyes n giving the lady weird looks, i realised that she was my pri sch teacher! mdm fadilah! hahaha! didn't actually say hi to her. was abit dumbfounded to see her. lost for words. den i told my colleague (she's in her 40s too!) that the lady was my former teacher back when i was a kid. i call my colleague..'kakak' even though she's waaay older den me. n den kakak said that she knew my teacher too..n even told me my teacher's name. something wasn't rite so i asked her how come she knew. n she said that my teacher taught her daughter. den she asked me which sch i was from n i said 'Lianhua Pri'. n she laughed..laughed n laughed. i asked her y n she said that her daughter was from the same sch!!!!

oh my god! how weird is that?! in case u didn't know..i took motorbike practicals along side her daughter even b4 i even knew her! scary but funny at the same time! hahaha! hey wani, tak sangka eh kau ni dulu in malay dance! wahahaha! my fellow prefect somemore! wahahah! funny shit!!

that incident reali put a smile on my face. Allah is great..n he has shown me that he is. :)

thinking..

abit down nowadays. still thinking abt alot of things. particularly of my future. wats next..where do i go from here..i'm 20 already..am i ready for the working life..can i take office politics n so on. everything's like rushing in. reminiscing the things i used to do when i was young. young n naive. but i was also free from problems..always having fun. leading the happy go lucky life. as u grow older..u tend to b more responsible n face things head on. gone are the days of adolescence n here comes an overnite maturity...

one of the most complex thing i faced was probably...love. yeah. handling my relationships ain't my forte nor has it been my specialty but i do give my best. n i ended up being hurt all the time. mayb i should b less generous wif my love n stop being the good guy all time. masita, masturah n adila. thanks for ur love n HEADACHES that u gals gave me. haha! still loving one n hating the other two.

went thru alot to get to where i am. sec school was a blast. been in great classes n met wif great individuals. my E3 class was the best. imagine..being in the most notorious class of all! haha! great pals i met n found. n they still are. my bros: nahar, jatt, zan, fik, reza, ardy, team 4E4, the rest of the crew n my classmate for 7 yrs, hilmi. my sis: AZURA! missing u ppl. thanks for the support.

sometimes when i think abt it..whether i can make it in life, i smile. been thru alot. pushed to my limits. ascended to a higher limit n still pushing it higher. amazing how i could do it. this goes out to the ppl i love n hate. thanks cos u ppl keep me going strong. n i think i can make in life. :)

quoting miss hilda quek, my pri sch teacher: "I can because I think I can"

sumthing i did. a picture of my scar. n my watch. looks like an x-ray huh? xcept for the watch. time heals all scars they say..i'm still waiting. 

nobody knows..

see the title? nobody knows by tony rich project! haha! dunno y but was listening to the song thru out the day. kinda cool but sentimental song. my cousin's off to the army today. wonder how he's gonna cope. its the 2nd day of the army life for my bro. i hope he's surviving.

played games today. totally bored. was fasting. hungry. thirsty. but patience is virtue, i broke my fast at 7.15pm today. nasi lemak for dinner. didn't eat alot cos was full half way thru the plate. life is getting very boring.

probably off to jogging tmrw. i need to start working out again. flabby. fat. wateva.

off to the nation..

well..its almost 3 mins since my bro n my parents left the house. they are sending off my bro to the army. i didn't tag along..feeling lazy n somehow very sad. my bro's only a year younger than me. n though we dun talk alot, we somehow understood wat each other's going thru. ever since young, i've been watching his back. now, its time for him to watch his own back. he's been thru shit. creating alot of problems for my family. got mixed wif the wrong company i presume. but we were always there for him. giving him chances n all. i reali hope that he would take his army days to change himself. i know if i had tag along to send him off, i would cry bcos the one year age gap..relates closely to me. i hope u change bro..all the best.

to my siblings, though i dun reali talk much..i do reali care abt u all.

a picture of my cousins all together!! 

my chubby lil bro!! 

my elder bro on the rite..wif my cousin on the left! 

jeng jeng jeng..

back from work juz now. today i was fasting. my dad told me of the new n auspicious month of the muslim calendar n that its good to fast on this particular month. n so i did. n so i went hungry. haha! well..it wasn't that bad. found out that i eat only a lil when i am reaaali hungry!

my bro's going to the army tmrw. my cousin the day after. to my bro n cousin, enjoy ur army days. i'll b joining u fellas at the end of the year.

damn..i'm missing masturah. trying hard not to contact her. i miss the gal wif the red shirt wearing jeans n reebok shoes. her, holding a can of Qoo drink..offering me a sip. so fond of those memories. ah well..

hehehe..

today was pretty much interesting. out wif my brothers to my auntie's place. mak long's house will always be the venue for any gatherings! invited by my auntie cos she was holding this small gathering to bid farewell to my bro n cousin who's gonna b going into the army soon. so to fir n my bro, enjoy ur army days! hahaha!

my auntie's pretty cool. reminds me so much of my late grandma. n i reali miss my late grandma. anyway, mak long cooked up some pretty delicious food today. we had satay, fried bee hoon n chicken wings! thanks mak long! luv ya!

my cousins went crazy today. haha! they were singing malay songs! karaoke! hahaha! my elder bro got 'psychoed' into singing a song! hahaha! idah n ina..u gals arr..siao! haha! but fun lah..i dun listen to malay songs..so i was off the hook!

i'll post the pics tmrw if i have the time..so enjoy.

yeaps..

as the words of this entry starts to flow, so are the beads of perspiration on my forehead. fever is getting into me. feeling rather heaty n totally weak. worst of all, i've got work later on. nvm, for the sake of money. haha! call me stupid or watsoever, i dun care. have to report early for work today, my 'mother' over there is sick. so there's no one to cover but me. yeah..everyone's depending on me over there. ah well..no pain, no gain.

my spine hurts. aftermath of an old rugby injury. the pain comes n go. my body's battered up. hopefully the army will shape me up. i miss my rugby days. scoring trys, tackling ppl, being tackled, smiling even though in pain but i reali miss my rugby mates. to my former rugby mates, i luv u ppl. thanks for getting one back for me, everytime when i get tackled. my bro n my cousin are going to report for army next week. there's a small farewell gathering tmrw at my auntie's house for the both them. still considering whether to go or not. brb to finish up this entry..

i'm juz tired..reali tired.

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back from work. everything was seems alrite. work was ok though i spent most of the time cutting n slicing up stuff. on my way home, i saw two guys bhaving rather strangely. pointing to a gal. i believe that gal is a gf of one of the guys. one of them kept saying something stupid but the gal kept ignoring. i tell u...the gal was hot. she was pretty n her g-string was showing!!! aiyoh..g-string in the open freaks me out!! aiyoh!! haha! ah well..spent an entire hour in the bus. tired now. damn tired.

fever..

down wif flu today. feeling very restless. heavy head..blocked nose. its official, i'm down wif flu. damn virus, rejoice while u can cos i'm gonna get better. mom was nice to me. she heard my constant sniffing n fetch me some panadols n a glass of water. swallowed 2 tablets n went back to sleep. love u mom.

woke up n played on my xbox. my older bro called me n asked abt some games. i think i should b a pro xbox gamer. haha! something's bugging. i think i'm missing someone. n i reali dun like that feeling. dun ask me who cos i dun know. or mayb, i DO know n juz being in a state of denial. oh well..

chapter 1..

a whole new day came abt. a sudden cough woke him up. as he glanced over to look at the clock, he was furiously groping ard for his specs. it was only 9 am. oh well, mayb i could i sleep a little longer...he thought. didn't take him long to fall asleep again. by the time he woke up, it was already 12 noon. aaaah..he said to himself. despite his late nite antics, he forced himself to wake up.

coffee was made immediately. surprisingly, he was beginning to depend on the beverage to wake up him up. brushed his teeth and armed wif a caffeine loaded drink in one hand, he switched on the tv. news..news..cartoons n cooking shows. after 20 mins of cartoons, he called for his bro n played on his dear xbox. his life was getting too bored.

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his day was draggy. the restless feeling n the runny nose seems all too familiar wif him. he was going to have a cold. chatted wif a couple of his frens online. the usual bunch. nahar sent him reggae song which was rather catchy. reggae . he was slowly getting into the reggae groove. he spent a few mins in the kitchen cooking up a storm. n now, he's back to his comp and online once again. he's missing a couple of ppl. mayb tonite's gonna b another long nite..

finally a cert!!

woke up early this morning despite of my late nite sleeping habits. no choice..today, i HAD to collect my cert! finally returned the book which i loaned a couple of months ago. surprisingly..there were no fines imposed. good! the librarian made a mistake in matching the book's number. i had to wait 20 mins for him to confirm. damn it. met up wif 3 frens of mine in dover. 2 of them were my former classmates in ite macpherson. had a good luff wif them. faizal n hamzah..u guys will always rock.

got my cert n went off to work. saw thomas aka 'ayam'. former rugby mates n school mate. better get in shape again ayam! fell asleep 3/4 of the journey..almost missed my stop. work work work. coffee..thank God..coffee.

gonna get into another format of writing my blog. always wanted to try being a writer. so starting tmrw, its gonna b a whole new blog format. zul's journey..written by zul. and so it begins..

happy bday singapore!

first n foremost, a big shout out to my country...SINGAPORE! Happy 39th Birthday Singapore!! though its public holiday today..i've still got to work. aaah..the life of an F & B slave. no public holidays valid. wish i could i c the fireworks on tv but working later on. gonna miss out on alot of shows. brb later to finish up this entry..

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yes lah! everything was okay juz now! work was so relaaaaaaaaaaaxing! not much ppl at all! i think most of them went to watch the national day parade. the trip to work was rather 'red' today. i believe there were hundreds of ppl, wearing red shirts, who took the same train as me!

the auntie next stall got into an argument wif another staff. the staff deserved it. she doesn't know how to control her stupid mouth. the poor auntie even cried at my store area. pitied the auntie. hell hath no fury like a woman scornth.

i'm working too hard. reminds me of masturah when i first met her. its starting to get into me. oh yah..this year's gonna b the last national day for Mr Goh Chok Tong as the Prime Minister. this goes out to the rather strict yet singaporean, mr goh chok tong. a tribute to him. ur a very respectable person, stern n firm yet funny n smiley when the time comes. no words can xpress the gratitude i have for u in turning this small nation into something that's rather worth looking in the world map. i will n always respect u. thank u mr goh.

smile guys...

something i did when i had the time. i think its nice.. 

wow...

oh..wat a day! i woke up on time for work but ended up getting to work late. how? due to some stupid updating of my atm, i can't used my atm card to top up my card. so, no card = no transport. hence, i had to spend 20 mins looking for an atm machine to withdraw money. damn.

work was rather ok. yes..juz an okay. nothing special though. my operations manager won the best manager award for the east side. congrats joan! she had this oldies song playing in her office this morning. it goes like 'dream..dream..dream!'. haha! guys, if u wanna juz sit ard n watch hot babes, go down to my place n hang out during lunch hour. woohoo!!

took the bus home today. as usual, ppl rushed when the bus came. typical kiasu singaporeans. i stayed at the back of the crowd. no need to rush. i was tired. all of a sudden, this foreign worker suddenly stopped in front of me n was frantically looking for his wallet. seems like a few ppl noticed that a team of pickpockets had struck. thank God, i was at the back of the crowd. see, it pays to b patient! gotta b careful from now on. thank u phoebe for replying to my nick! yes..i do need discounts for body shop products! ur such a sweetie! thank u soo much phoebe!! in case ur wondering, she used to b classmate of mine from ite macpherson. thank u again gal!

i noticed that some gals are damn materialistic. big busty ones go for guys wif da ride. the gorgeous ones go for guys wif da bling bling. i wonder..how long their relationships will last. till the end of time...or izzit the end of their possessions?

rotting...

woke up early today. 9am to be precise. haha! that's quite early for me. usually i sleep at 1am or 2am. having abit of a sneezing frenzy rite now. oh, the pain! anything but fever pls!

practically did 4 things today. eat, read, sleep n play on my xbox. i ain't got any life. yes..i know, like missy masturah said, "Go find one!'. thanks ya mas! almost finishing thru my novel now. going at an exceptionally fast rate! only 2 days n i'm 3/4 thru.

mr magoo is on tv now. funny but seen it a couple of times already. damn..i think i'm missing masturah abit. been along time since i last saw her. she said she's shy to meet me again. haiz! oh well..alot of things are going thru my mind rite now. probably can shake some of them off. enjoy!

bored..

i am bored. yes..a simple word to describe it all. BORED. my body's at home. i'm left to rot. i need something to spice things up. probably a galfren. but a gal brings more den spice to life. she'll bring chaos..anarchy and everything else! but the funny thing is..a gal can reali know how to make u smile.

bought a book yesterday. the king of torts by mr john grisham. damn..i love all his books. lawyers, paralegals, jurisdiction n the works. i should b a lawyer. was so engrossed wif the book that when i stopped, i was already half way thru the novel. damn..feel like i've wasted $10.

bought a new game today. baldur's gate: dark alliance 2. i'm into rpgs..but xbox doesn't offer alot of those. a good game..not the best but a good game nonetheless. heard someone whistling late last nite. scared the shit of me. something's not right..definitely spooky ard here...

waaaaat...

went back to school to collect my cert today. guess wat?? they held back my cert cos i didn't return a damn library book! fook! yeah..i know its part of my fault. but the least they could do is call me up n tell me to return the damn thing! i was so caught up wif my previous project dat i didn't have the time to give em back that day thing. damn..gotta go back next week to get my cert. ALONE! damn ite dover..

spent the afternoon hanging out wif a buddy of mine. joan!! a 25 yr old bugger who was my classmate. haha! we spent the afternoon in school talking to our former lecturer. to mr gremar, ur the greatest teacher a person can have! a great buddy too. all the best for the future class..though u openly told us that the class is struggling thus rendered hopeless! haha! probably getting a new xbox game tmrw..abit expensive here in singapore. thought of getting xbox live too..but need to share it amg my siblings.

till the next log true believers..

a new daaaaaaaaaaaaay..

woke up rather early today. dunno wats got into me. had a rather heavy breakfast. curry puffs and some noodles. haven't taken my shower yet...i think i'll go after this. dreamt of someone last nite..surprisingly. haven't dreamt of anyone for ages. coffee...glorious coffee. woke me up instantly. watching cartoons now..haha! a 20 yr old watching marvel cartoons!

for those ppl out there wif an xbox..i wanna meet u all. contact me..pls! haha! tony hawk underground rocks biggie time!

hullo mate!

back again after a long period away! finally completed my whole tertiary education. soon to join the army! now waiting for my enlistment notice. gonna lose quite a few kilos and suffer quite abit in there..but hey, no pain..no gain!

been rather busy for the past 2 months. work..motor..work..motor. getting abit fed up wif my bike practicals. probably losing interest. better not! had quite a tiring week..was working looooooong hours for the past 3 days. a total of 42 hours for 3 days. amazing stuff!

kinda miss a gal. someone i knew for quite sometime now. she's too shy to meet me again. dunno y. going crazy asking her y. maaaaaaan..its been soo long since i wrote an entry. trying to figure out how to put pictures in this blog for months!

working later on..but can't sleep yet. be back later on to write somemore!

stress..

abit stressed out by the revision that i'm having. got a paper in 5 days n my bday is in 4 days. feeling abit down cos they are side by side. can't enjoy when i should b. anyway, that damn paper is on win2k system administration. can't reali understand how they could create an xam on win2k! win2k is an OS..not some module! its suppose to be practical..not theoritical! damn ite dover..

work up late this morning..at 12pm xactly. this is due to my sleeping late last nite. was up till 3am playing Rise of Nations. Maaan..it feels good to control ur own army. mayb should write a book the the art of war. hahaha. went to work after that. today was good. everything was fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! including the gals! wahahaha! watching The O.C rite now. a bunch of raging hormones kids. sexually active and horny driven bunch. enjoy..

monday morniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing...

woke up at 11am today. had a late nite previously..caught The Patriot on tv. its a grrrreat show! how should i say this..errm..very patriotic? hahaha! had a tiring day at work yesterday.

in case u didn't know..i'm working part time at a food place. so every sunday i've got to wake up at 6am n leave my house by 6.30am to open the damn place. my mom keeps telling to get another job. probably cos i leave the house b4 sunrise n reach home by sunset. but the money's good and the ppl are great. xcept mayb this particular full timer. i can't get along wif him. he skives alot. keep taking toilet breaks n short breaks to smoke. the bloody idiot only cuts n fries fish. n he changes the soup. that's it. but the number of breaks that he takes, is as if he's cutting n frying a whole whale! u see..whenever he takes a break, i'm left to take care of the counter all by myself. n the orders that come in, ain't small!! so there would b a mini human jam outside the counter wif ppl waiting for their food. that sucks. it puts pressure on me. n i hate being pressurized. to that full timer out there..ur a freaking bastard.

thought that my riding theory test was today. so i took the day off from work. den i realised that it was on wednesday. God, wat am i bcoming? oh well..guess that i should enjoy the day instead. gonna b away for the time being..i finish up this entry later on.

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didn't do much today. was playing games n watching tv. starship troopers was on tv. denise richards was looking fine. in fact, i caught a movie of her exposing her boobs! haha! had a small dinner cos of my splitting headache. can't bear the damn pain. life's getting too boring..need to spice it up. till the next episode of think to the brink, this is ur host, cool zul, signing off...

that splinter..

was probably the last of school today. had the last system admin practical test. i was screwed 20 marks by my teacher. no prob mr tsb..i'll make it big time in the future. abit sad though cos i'm actually leaving my classmates, who were wif me for the whole of 2 years. well..this is probably a tribute to my classmates out there.

no words can actually xpress the gratitude and attitude i've received from you all. we all started out from total strangers to best of buddies. i know i wasn't quite the chatty person u knew now when we first met, that's probably cos i'm a shy person. well..i believe i've spent the greatest 2 years of my tertiary life in the rite place. i've never met such hardworking yet determined mates. u guys are the greatest and reali, i take my hats off u.

to team netster a.k.a team xpert, comprising of arnold, choy, shiver, john, seh kok, yong heng..u guys are the real deal. totally focus all day and damn determined. u ppl had me thinking abt my future and changed the way i look towards education. u ppl taught me that age is never a factor and learning is forever. the help u've given me for my project are priceless and i wish u guys the best for ur future endeavours. thanks guys.

to team e-net, comprising of the lovebirds, wei de, willy n wei hung, i would say thanks for the help u ppl have given me during the implementation of my project. u guys were the the most well planned out team during the whole process. probably due to the serious nature of each individuals. u guys did great for the whole project thingy! to wei hung n wei de, thank u for the great deal of help. thanks arr bros for everything. to willy, ur the best organiser i've met. always gung ho n positive. keep up the good attitude bro n i'm sure u'll make it big in the near future. all the best for ur poly life! to the lovebirds, its nice to see a sweet couple in the class. i'm amazed by ur relationship n i reali hope the both of u would invite me to ur wedding. hahahaha! gonna miss u guys..

to team 4 pulse, comprising of nirmala, buvenes, hamidah n ali, u guys reali make me smile. i can still remember those countless days where we did our projects. argued abt who should have the priority over the routers, switches and simulators. nirmala n buvenes, u gals are sweet. damn sarcastic! haha..i can't believe u gals watched that malay show! haha! hope u gals will enjoy ur poly life. hamidah, do take care n its been great to have u as a fren. enjoy ur poly life lah sis! ali..i hope u would snap out of ur dream world n try to b more open towards ur frens.

to team zion, comprising of joan, hilmi, taufik n ME, get ready to be ZIONISED!! u guys have been my brothers in school. we've gone thru pains n joys together. given another chance i wouldn't get another bunch of mates. those 2yrs i've gotten to know u guys..were simply fabulous. to joan, u've been the oldest joker in the class. at 25, ur still behaving as if ur 18. that's the thing i've admired for u. u can reali mix ard n u've eaten the most salt in our class. i take my hats off for u bro. taufik, we'e xperience break ups together. both of us were left heartbroken by the bitches. but still we moved on. u were an idiot in computers and i hope u've learnt something in the 2 yrs we've studied together. good luck for the future bro. for hilmi, ur my blood bro since sec school. we've been classmates for almost 8 yrs now n i think i've known u quite well now. ur a great buddy to b wif and u were there during my ups n downs. i hope u can reali find a great gf. dun b tied down to someone who gives u headaches. thanks bro.

to the other guys in my class, i'm gonna miss u ppl. to team NSC, which i was once part of, shawn, derek, zheng bin, ken, yi de, boon kiat n the rest..congrats on completing the whole training. u guys are the smart ones n i simply respect u ppl. shawn, go get a bigger bike! to the rest of my wonderful mates, i reali hope we can keep in contact in the future. u've ppl brought smiles to my face every single day! i wouldn't asked to b placed in any other class! till the day we meet again..i wish u guys the best! luv ya all..

totally went bonkers today. didn't actually sleep last nite..was awake till abt 5am, after which i actually forced myself to sleep. worse still, i woke up at 1pm today. so basically, i didn't do anything during the earlier half of the day!!!

went to work at 2.30pm. had to report in ealier cos my full timer was abit sick. things were bored at work today. drank alot of isotonic drinks though. something's wrong wif my body system..been craving for these kinda drinks for some time now. one thing abt my work place, its full of SEXAAAAAAAAAAAAAY customers. damn, some ppl reali know how to flaunt it. took the train back..as usual, its full of ppl. 2 old ah peks were standing n in front of me. talking loudly in mandarin. maaan..i spent 40 mins listening to chinese words!

words of wisdom:
i'm working the F&B industry and i get to meet alot of customers everyday. n most of these ppl can't actually pronounce the dishes that i sell. so my full timer decided its best to put pictures for reference also. but still i get ppl saying different dishes..when wat they wanted was another dish! which made me thing..do these ppl know wat they want? not only when they are buying stuff...but in life too. so wat if they are rich n famous..but is that wat they REALI want? wat abt u? wat do U want? go figure..

Newbie..

finally got a change of a blog site..a special thanks to my sis, (AZURAAAAAAAAA!)

had a stupid day today..half thru my journey to school, received a call from a mate..seems like 90% of the guys decided to switch to truancy mode n didn't bother to inform the other 10% abt it! damn u buggers..at least spare me the journey so i can sleep longer! maaaaaaaan..i spent 30 mins of journey for nothing! u evil buggers..

went back home n played on my xbox for like 3hrs! for those of u who dun actually own an xbox, GO GET IT! bloody hell..the graphics is good enuff to make u go gaga! ate like pig..yeah yeah..male chauvinistic pig n the lots. den slept but was disturbed by a call from a mate..telling me abt another mate who broke his ankle. the poor bloke had his ankle cast up. to think that we are gonna b graduating together in abt a month!

here's the thing abt my blog, at the end of every posting..there's gonna b a section where i try to impose on something which i've learned on that particular day. corny? dun think so!

So here's the first one..i was in the bus today, when it started to drizzle. the bus stopped at a station n 3 gals boarded. 2 of them were using cards so they boarded wif ease. den my attention was drawn to the last gal. seems like she short on change n had to borrow a few cents from her mates. the bus went past 2 stops b4 she actually alighted. makes me wonder..y the heck did she boarded the bus when her destination is only 2 stops away? she wasn't tired and it was only drizzling! how can frens actually change ur decision? ur daily routines? n mayb..ur life? a penny for ur thought..

i believe that everything happens for a reason..n that reason is urself...
i believe that God decides on ur fate, but how it goes abt..its reali up to u...