i wanna..

feeling down for the past few months. i think i might slip into depression. my life's a total bore. reali. it is. without school..its juz plain old me. here's a list of wat i wanna do:

• play in the rain
• laugh at ppl
• play kiddie soccer
• ride my bike in the rain
• sit on the pavement of the road, in the rain, wif my frens
• hold the rugby ball once again
• get that wonderful feeling of scoring a try
• feel the adrenaline rush when i hold the ball, n wif 15 other ppl trying to bring me down
• smell the baguette on a paris morning
• sit down and sing 'Lemon Tree'
• wave to other ppl when i'm in the bus
• letting my loved one sleep on my shoulder
• smile at my future wife n say 'i love u' till the day i go away
• cry wif my gf while watching a funny yet sad love story
• learn fusion cooking
• learn how to do the varial kickflip

but most importantly, i juz want u ppl to smile wif me. :)