off to the nation..

well..its almost 3 mins since my bro n my parents left the house. they are sending off my bro to the army. i didn't tag along..feeling lazy n somehow very sad. my bro's only a year younger than me. n though we dun talk alot, we somehow understood wat each other's going thru. ever since young, i've been watching his back. now, its time for him to watch his own back. he's been thru shit. creating alot of problems for my family. got mixed wif the wrong company i presume. but we were always there for him. giving him chances n all. i reali hope that he would take his army days to change himself. i know if i had tag along to send him off, i would cry bcos the one year age gap..relates closely to me. i hope u change bro..all the best.

to my siblings, though i dun reali talk much..i do reali care abt u all.