everyone wants a piece of zul!!

spend the whole day at work. which was damn frustrating. y do i get stupid customers arr?? bloody idiots can't even order wat they want!! urgh!!

am angry at someone. pretty much fucked up. bleargh! ain't gonna speak!

seems like i'm getting swarmed by the different polys of singapore. back when i wanted to get into a poly, not even one of those schools ever considered me as a candidate even when i only failed my maths by a grade. now, after i've graduated from ITE wif good grades...everyone's giving me brochures n letters to attend their open house. FUCK u idiots!! dun even know whether poly's worth my time! hey, their rejected me first!! so screw 'em!

darn bit torrents...

am so bored. decided to download bit torrents cos in need of entertainment. games being downloaded. at a very slow rate. i cannot withstand the delay in getting my stuff. damn starhub..

watched america's next top model juz now. where have all the love gone?! superbly frustrating to see the gals being unhelpful. especially towards a selfless gal. freaking hell..can't even bother to help someone by waking her up. unbelievable!! ello..pls bear in mind that if u dun win the competition, ur still a fucked up nobody. u dun get any royal treatment when ur a nobody n u certainly aren't gonna get any better treatment if ur an ungrateful nobody! stupid idiots..its better to have frens den collecting enemies. see..told u rite..some pretty gals are juz pretty stupid.

was suppose to get my hari raya outfit tailored today..but my mom kept postponing the whole thing. i might end up wearing juz t shirt n jeans!! nooooooooooooooo...

uh huh!!

work was tiring..super drained!! had to cut chilli though i'm still trying to get over the bad accident..arranged the plastic containers..cut veggies, onion, lemon, lemon grass, tomatoes, spring onion, parsley, arranged the noodles..waaaaaaaah!! going siao2!!

hahaha! today..i was being mean. whenever a pretty gal placed an order, i would b sarcastic n try to make them look bad. dunno y lah..probably juz wanna test their intelligence. hahaha! n hence, zul's theory is that a NUMBER of pretty gals dun have the exact intellect to match their physical. in short, some pretty gals are pretty dumb. wahahahaha! u should have seen how confused they were. aiyoh..i predict retribution is coming for my bad deeds. hahaha!

lotsa pretty gals today. aiyah..wish could juz b a flirt n get to know every single one of them. wahaha! but hey, i'm enjoying life. no need to b a playah. haha!!

hey!! hey!!

went to work today. something's wrong lah today..the train was full thru out my journey to work..n back from work. how come everyone's out today?

work was ok..abit busy. funny thing happened at work. sort of funny to me. shall not elaborate cos it concerns the status of my stall. hahaha! anyway, something happened on my way to work. was going up the escalator from the bugis mrt. when i'm walking all alone..i'm lost in my own world. i dun not bother wif the ppl ard me..unless i actually see u in front of me. hahaha! i was putting on my 'mr-zul-is-now-lost-in-his-own-music-world' expression cos i was listening to my mp3 player...when i took a glanced that the opposite escalator which was going down. noticed this familiar lady wif her frens. found her very familiar but can't seem to pin point who n where i've seen her. so i stared at her for like 10 secs n she stared at me too. den suddenly..pai seh lah..stare directly at a gal who's looking at u..so i looked ahead. den her fren suddenly waved at me..n the gal laughed. aiyoh..i was thinking to myself..who the hell is she? den she smile n wave me. so i waved back n smile. took me awhile to realise who she was. aiyoh..she's a nurse down at raffles hospital lah!!!

to that nurse..next time ar..dun make me feel kinda funny by staring at me. juz smile lah!!

hehehe..

yes yann..i'm updating my blog now. hahaha!!

been busy lah. playing wif my dear. we had so much fun. i keep on pressing her buttons. n she kept me busy all nite. by the time we finished, it would like 4am in the morning. she would b very hot and i would b very sleepy. but i can't seem to get enuff of her. i luv my XBOX!! hahaha! gotcha!! got a new game yesterday n i completed it within 48hrs. see how bored i was??! Def Jam: Fight For NY!! maaaan..the game rocks!! hip hop artists starring in that game. full of them!! it has busta rhymes, fat joe, method man, red man, the great snoop doggy dogg, sean paul, crazy legs from the rocksteady crew, carmen elektra, lil kim, shawnna, xzibit, warren g, ghostface killah, WC and the list goes on!! superb!! great game!! i looooike!! hahaha! nigga life rocks!!

as quote by Nyne in Def Jam: Fight For NY " You wanna hurt me bitch?!?! U better get strapped!!"

mas spotting!!

hahaha! see my entry's title? hahaha! couldn't sleep lah..so i ended up doing a pic for someone. bloody hell..n it looked damn good!! sometimes the skills juz keep on coming..other times..i go stupid! n yes sis..i do urs soon!

mas spotting!! chey..steady lah!! 

blur arr..

was reading mas' blog today. finally after 4 days i think. hahaha! been busy these past few days. working long hours. anywae...couldn't believe wat i read on her site. sorry to hear abt ur dad. i reali hope that he's getting better. juz b strong aite!

been working rather hard. loong loooooooooooooooong hours. i think i'm gonna spend quite alot next month cos hari raya is approaching! need to get my outfit tailored. going green this yeaaaar!! haha! my off day tmrw!! so i'm gonna go get a pair of new specs. aiming for Adidas or probably..Oakley. hahaha! ssssh!!

i miss my ite frens. haha! yeah..i miss those funny buggers. always joke ard. the things abt ite guys..they tend to go all out when being sarcastic. they dun hold back..unless its something sensitive or private. ah well..u ite buggers rock.

well mas..take care n b strong. mayb its easier said den done..but juz hold on. hope ur dad will be all smileys soon..enjoy!

ugly...

opened up the bandaged on my finger today. shit..there was an ugly scar on my finger. damn ugly. the wound is not completely healed. can still see the flesh. haiz..hopefully its gonna get better tmrw..

talking to cassie rite now. something abt 'wat is a real chair'. a pretty dumb question anywaes. its like asking 'are u alive?'.

singapore idol sucks. a beyonce wannabe advanced to the next stage. n she can't sing. singapore judges are idiotic. am so bored. damn damn bored. gonna get a new game tmrw. xboooox!!

i've always wonder how black rap artists can get pretty black women to star in their videos. black women are sexaaay!! hahaha! black women as in nigga black arr!

hmmm...

funny how things went today. was quite alrite actuali! didn't messed up any orders at work..everything was rather smooth. saw quite lotsa different ppl at work. i luuuuurve watching ppl. hahaha! ppl tend to forget their surroundings n suddenly are in their own world. i lurve to see the things ppl do..their reactions..their expressions all without them noticing my observation.

good customer service begins wif GOOD customers.

received a letter from the management office. was told not to close the stall b4 9.15pm. shitty notice. haha! abit stupid lah..its an hour's journey from my house to the place n they still wanna make me go home late. evil buggers. oh yah..haven't thank u auntie n kakak intan for helping me out wif my cut. though the both of them nearly fainted at the sight of my crimson spring, they still tried to help me! thank u sooo much yah!

someone left a comment yesterday n i dunno who. aiyah..use ur real name pls. it won't hurt to let me know unless u are my damn ex gf! she n me are eternal enemies. black n white. david n goliath. capulet and montagut. so 'anonymous' step forward lah..

she's there...

on the computer. chatting wif my webcam. wif someone. she's smiling while i make funny faces. n her smile..oh so faboulous. she's there.

den she begins to talk on the phone. leaving me there. rendering me invisible. yet her smile remains unchanged. i left her wif her phone despite being hesitant. n she's still there.

shit...it hurts like hell 

ouch..double ouch..triple ouch!!

today..terrible man. super terrible. i have accidentally cut my hand. correction..my middle finger on my left hand. it hurts real bad. alot of blood came out. n i mean ALOT!!

was cutting chilli when somehow the chopper slipped from my grip and cut my middle finger. yes..a chopper. the skin almost came off and a 'flap' wound was inflicted. i juz tore off my plastic glove and went to the sink. the next door auntie saw me washing my hand n that blood was practically oozing out of my finger. she took a bottle of medicated oil and poured on my wound to stop the bleeding. n i tell u..it was useless!! the bleeding didn't stop at all! for 5 mins..blood kept oozing out. den another kakak finally decided to use the tobacco from a ciggie to stop the bleeding. n surprisingly it did stop.

spent 30mins resting n drinking iced milo. to recover my lost blood. n den back to work. by 12pm the kakak came n took over me. thanks ya kak mai for coming in early!! den i went to the hospital which was nearby n was treated. the dumb doc told the nurse to open the wound again. n blood came gushing out like no one's business. had to withstand the pain all over again. haiz! the consultation cost me $67. had an injection too.

its juz a bad day for me. very bad...haiz..

shot thru the heart!

sitting at home and juz surfing the net. was suppose to go out n get my supplements today but due to my brother's incompetence, i didn't! my brother forgot to leave behind his nature's farm priviledge card. AGAIN! aiyah! how to start working out like this?!

need to get a rechargeable battery for my dear mp3 player. am feeling sooo lazy. my tail bone is feeling sore...the pain often comes n rarely goes. the effects of rugby. haha! was reading someone's blog..n suddenly this song was blasting thru my speakers! its goes something like this "SHOT THRU THE HEART AND UR TO BLAME!! DARLIN' U GIVE LOVE, A BAD NAME!!". won't tell u who the person is but bloody hell..the song gave me a hell of a shock! haha! its by Jon Bon Jovi..entitled 'You Give Love a Bad Name' and was from the year 1986. wah liao..retro! 2 years after i was born! anyway..i like that song. its a great song actually! haha!

My ADIDAS!!  

hey ya!!

went out wif mr syed abdul rahman today! haha! good buddy of mine! we dropped by bugis to shop for a few things. bugis village is a totally new place. its been awhile since i went there..though my workplace is daaaaaamn near! haha! the funny thing abt bugis village is..its full of Von Dutch copies!! von dutch here..von dutch there. i think the value of the brand has dropped tremendously due to piracy. hahaha! bleah..von dutch my foot!

den we headed down to suntec cos rahman wanted to buy some formal pants. n somehow, he couldn't get the ones he wanted at every outlet we went! haha! so in the end, we stopped by at this huge adidas outlet at citylink! n den..i fell in love wif a.....beautiful BAG! which costs $45 and i juz so happen been wanting to get a new bag! n so i bought it! the cashier was a damn sweet malay gal!!! sweet arr! but she doesn't costs $45 lah! she kept smiling at me..very awkward when gals smile at me!! rahman wanted the same bag but i told him to get the other color. he said he wanna walk ard first, juz in case he sees another cool bag. guess wat? 20 mins later..he bought the other colour. see that pic above? MY ADIDAS!!

2 days ago..there was a newspaper report regarding a 12-year old who was infected wif gnorrhea. serves the fucker rite. when i was 12..i was thinking abt my damn PSLE. only 12 n wanna have sex. i wish his pecker would shrink! den there was another goddamn bastard who claims to have screwed 70 gals! n i think he's got some STD in him. i wish his pecker would fall off. sick sick ppl. dun even qualified as an adult! sick..its juz sick.

plus..i made some few changes in life. getting better..dun wanna stay down forever. so picking myself up. blocking love aside. love is a hindrance rite now. focusing on my priorities now. ciao..

*bosan

was suppose to wake up at 9am today. due to some unforeseen laziness, i woke up nearly 3 hrs later. woke up n ironed my clothes to work. working attire has a minor change now. no more white mesh caps ( which i think are waaaaaaaay better!) now..they are replaced wif...blue visors. the blue visors are damn uncomfortable. plus i look like a funky hawker who's ready to play tennis now. urgh!

shit..i have to quit my job soon. bloody hell..the gals over there, are damn seductive. cannot tahan lah! tak boleh! rabakz! cleavage here..cleavage there! thighs here..thighs there! i can only shake my head. aiyoooh! pening pening! rosak rosak!

*bosan - (boh~sun) a malay translation of the word 'boring'.

dunkin' donuts!

today i got my shock of the year. work started at 11.30 am today. i changed into my attire n began tending to the counter. den a guy came n ordered a bowl of soup. moments later, an female affiliation of his joined him. i looked at her and got the shock of the year. OH MY GOD! HER *EHEM* WAS HUGEEEEEEEEE! HUMONGOUS! HEN TAR! BIIIIIGGG! BESAR! GIGANTIC! i have never seen a woman's *ehem* dat big! even the aunties at my workplace were gawking at her. the xpressions on the aunties' faces were unbelievable. some of them were even giggling among themselves. the woman's *ehem* gave me a shock. i juz wanted to go home n juz cry. hahahaaha! dammit..its too damn big. n she was wearing this t-shirt wif the words 'Dunkin' Donuts' on the chest part. the words were stretched like no tmrw. freaky shit. i am traumatised for life.

pretty gals all ard. yet i can't seem to b bothered at all. y arr? haha! aiyoh..traumatised for life. i need counselling. HEEELP!!

wat da *toot*!

am online rite now..chatting wif someone. her name's rafidah adnan. someone i met abt 5 yrs ago? hahaha! lets juz..she was from my past n things didn't go as planned and we grew apart. kept in contact though not in a regular basis. juz to know how she's doing n all. we didn't contact each other for awhile..i think since may. she sms-ed me today n said wanted to chat online. n since i'm free..y not?

seems like poor fidah was terminated from her job. ah well...shit happens rite? so she's at home n left to rot while waiting for another job to come by. wat to do..wat to do. so i told her to get married lah..but her bf is serving ns. how? sit at home n continue rotting! haha! ah well..enjoy!

chillin'

spent the whole day playing game. arcanum: of magick n steamworks. i am an RPG fanatic. a game freak.

today was cool. cool as in very cool. cos it rained. n when it rains..it pours! it was dark..cold n wet! nice weather to sleep in but me decided to play game instead. wat can i say..full blooded digital guy..

spent a few mins reading some my frens' blogs. hahaha! danos n yanos! haha! both kena label 'gila'! haha! waiting for them to give me a treat! yaaaaaaan..swensens' eh? eh? eh? haha! working tmrw..plus its the one week holidays for sch kids. i believe i'm gonna b working xtra hard this week. n i can't stand noisy kids. i have lil patience for noise....

shaaaagged...

i am tired. totally beat. maxed out. woke up early juz to go to work. work's like an hour's journey. have to travel to bugis via the train. i usually end up sleeping thru out the journey. haha!

today..was amazing. i had to tend the stall all by myself. a one man show. the highlight might. show stopper. star of the day. hahaha! 10 hrs straight..alone. amazing.

14% of the malay female teenagers are addicted to sex. this has bcome the talking point at my workplace. aunties are being paranoid abt their daughters. i dun blame them. take a good look at the malay gals nowadays. i actually did that juz now. here are a few things that surprised me:

• gals wearing tudung holding their boyfriends' hands
• can see nipples
• can see bra strap
• can see g-string
• can see their thighs
• can see their butt crack
• can see their curves
• gals smoking
• lesbians bhaving intimately wif their partners. goddamnit..LESBIANS!

the nipples showing bit..scared the shit out of me. hahaha! i tell u..singapore is not ready for nudism. the lesbian bit..is something i detest. go on u lesbians..hate me. but i tell u, stop it lah. its wrong lah. juz so wrong lah. lesbians are like a nut is to a nut..a bolt is to a bolt. they aren't compatible to a kind of their own. i dun hate lesbians..its juz that..they freak me out. the same goes for gays. scaaaaaaaaaaaary!

went to the library n borrowed a few books on animations and photoshop effects. i should be taking up a multimedia related course when i finish my army. have to rest now..peace out.

supastar!!

waaah..finally bcoming a star of my own! hahaha! going live on my webcam! abit of camera shy lah..i am a very shy and decent guy. NOT! hahaha! anyway..had some visitors today. my uncle n his wife came over. they went to johor n were going back home. since my house was in woodlands, they decided to drop by for awhile. this particular uncle of mine is probably in his late 30s or mayb early 40s. very sporting guy..likes to joke ard. in case u didn't know, my father has 5 siblings including himself. the oldest being my auntie, mak long. n the uncle whom dropped by, busu jali, is the youngest. one of my uncles passed away a couple of years ago. i remembered him fondly for his hospital visits when i broke my arm when i was 14. he came by very often to keep my accompany. i presume we share similar thoughts cos we both were the 2nd child in our families. anyway, the funny thing is..mak long n busu jali dun have sons. they only have daughters. so i think busu jali likes to have me n my siblings ard cos of that fact. haha! ah well..lotsa food today. very full. n had fun playing ard wif my webcam! haha! a star of my own..

Creative Muvo TX FM

finally got myself an mp3 player!! a muvo tx fm! 256MB! haha! i'm a malay technologist! haha! been eyeing an mp3 player for months!! finally got one at the creative sale! maaan..the place was crooowded even b4 the door was open! i tell u..its crazy! i had to queue up almost 2hrs juz to pay for my mp3 player. bought myself a webcam too! finally can get down to web conferencing! haha! lurveeeeeeeee my mp3 player! oh yah..got a tag board up also. this is due to the request of my sis!! ok julya a.k.a azura a.k.a siti..i finally got the tagboard up! haha! she insists on me calling her julya..but i find that 'azura' is better!

ello there..

"And I'm missing you,
And nobody knows it but me"

erm..in case u dunno, that's a line from the song "Nobody Knows" by tony rich project. was reading masturah's blog a couple of minutes ago. she wrote something rather long which is totally unlike her. plus its in full english. hahahaha! smile mas!

early today i made fun of mas. i think she's rather pissed off wif me. so i'm sorry mas n there's no better way to apologise to u..den on my blog cos ur ignoring me. haha! abt ur entry..i felt bad when i read abt it. erm..i dunno if i bhaved like a goddamn bastard when i was wif u, but if i reali did..den here's my utmost sincere apology. thru out the time i've spent wif u, i've tried my best to b as near as 'mr perfect'. i was sure that i never expect anything better from u. n yes, i was serious abt u thru out the whole time. i know u have ur weaknesses and i have never ever tried to exploit any of them. i was sad..devastated when things didn't go as planned. shit happens..n u were gone. no reasons given..hatred kicked in..state of denial and so on. so many questions went unanswered.

look where i am rite now. keeping in contact wif u. y? cos u taught me love. haha! funny seh! yeah..but its true. u showed me that i could forgive u. n i did. yeah..back then..we were all young n naive but i was looking forward all the time. it felt good to b able to talk to again. but everything seems rather quirky now. the thing is..i reali am sorry for wat happened in the past. somehow..i feel i rather bad when i read ur entry. aiyoh..bad as in reaaaaali bad. i reali didn't want to things to go wrong but its juz that if only u could talk. n juz make good decisions den things would be better. cos i reali like u. n i reali am sooo sorry abt the things that happened. ignore me..hate me..screw me, but juz get it into ur head k? shit happens..u kept keeping things to urself n den doing stupid things! i was there for u 2 yrs ago n i still am 2 years later now..so open up a lil bit n u'll feel better. u CAN b more confident n radiant. impossible is nothing and nothing is impossible. time heals everything. n probably time is the cure for ur wounds. so do smile everyday. yeah..the song by tony rich project suits u rather well now...enjoy!!

H-TWO-O!!

drank 2 bottles of h-two-o isotonic drink today. taking too much of these drinks. the aunties said that its bad for my body. but it taaaaaaaaaaaste sooooo good! quenches my thirst immediately.

on my way to work today, i bumped into the Pokka Gal!! pokka gal was of the many ppl working at the Singapore Food Fiesta 2004. obviously she was working at the pokka booth..hence the name. very sexy malay gal. haha! during the 3 days event, she ALWAYS buy something from my fish soup booth! aiyoooh..sexy man! but arr..she's of those minah types. has a tattoo on the part..juz above her butt. dun ask me how i noticed..i tend to look for tattoos when i see these kinda gals. very sweet looking gal..but i think she was in the wrong company in the past. very pretty..very sexy..knows how to dress up. we juz smiled at each other juz now n never talk at all. i am a very shy guy (i reali am!). but she's not my type. haha! ah well..see u ard miss pokka!

work was ok. everything was sold out by 8pm. hahaha! had 1hr to relax!! good cos it was supposed to be my off day till dat dumb full timer took mc. he was perfectly alrite yesterday..smiling n visiting my work place even though it was his off day. n den suddenly he took mc. idiot. hahaha! working again tmrw.

masturah said "serve u rite! u always wanted to work rite? so serve u rite!". soo evil of her. i know lah..u have no sympathy for me. haiz..but dun have to say all those things. hahahahahaha! yeah..i'm bcoming like her former self! oh my god! haha! yeah..still lurving u dear. so enjoy ppl!

i wanna..

feeling down for the past few months. i think i might slip into depression. my life's a total bore. reali. it is. without school..its juz plain old me. here's a list of wat i wanna do:

• play in the rain
• laugh at ppl
• play kiddie soccer
• ride my bike in the rain
• sit on the pavement of the road, in the rain, wif my frens
• hold the rugby ball once again
• get that wonderful feeling of scoring a try
• feel the adrenaline rush when i hold the ball, n wif 15 other ppl trying to bring me down
• smell the baguette on a paris morning
• sit down and sing 'Lemon Tree'
• wave to other ppl when i'm in the bus
• letting my loved one sleep on my shoulder
• smile at my future wife n say 'i love u' till the day i go away
• cry wif my gf while watching a funny yet sad love story
• learn fusion cooking
• learn how to do the varial kickflip

but most importantly, i juz want u ppl to smile wif me. :)