1 week

back from camp. late though.

was suppose to back home early saturday morning. but due to the SIT test personnels, we had to book out on saturday evening. oh well..as long as i get to book out den its ok. brought back my stuff from camp. a week left b4 i POP. its been a hell of a ride.

did my IPPT last week. passed 2 out of 5 stations. standing broad jump, pull ups n 2.4km...the elusive ones. soon. pretty soon i'll whack the standing broad jump shit. den the 2.4km run. finally the pull ups. am gonna go one notch up this week. OTOT till i go flat.

had my trench digging too. was basically digging ur own personal grave. a place where u can shoot at enemies n where enemies shoot u, n u die in ur very own self dug grave. hell..the shell scrape was damn cosy too! hahaha! tiring stuff. took alot out of me. blisters n sore on my hands.
amazing stuff.

went to visit masturah. for the very first time..i stood there for almost 2 hours. she's going thru a bad time. very very bad time. n i'm so lost. feeling helpless n useless. God, if ur feeling my pain, do feel hers too. help her to overcome this challenge u threw. help me to see the solution to her problems. for no one else can i go to, but U.

1 more week. been thru 25. am thankful. to God, thank u for bringing the best out of me. ur are my saviour.

bring it on. bismillah.