back from camp. late though.
was suppose to back home early saturday morning. but due to the SIT test personnels, we had to book out on saturday evening. oh well..as long as i get to book out den its ok. brought back my stuff from camp. a week left b4 i POP. its been a hell of a ride.
did my IPPT last week. passed 2 out of 5 stations. standing broad jump, pull ups n 2.4km...the elusive ones. soon. pretty soon i'll whack the standing broad jump shit. den the 2.4km run. finally the pull ups. am gonna go one notch up this week. OTOT till i go flat.
had my trench digging too. was basically digging ur own personal grave. a place where u can shoot at enemies n where enemies shoot u, n u die in ur very own self dug grave. hell..the shell scrape was damn cosy too! hahaha! tiring stuff. took alot out of me. blisters n sore on my hands.
amazing stuff.
went to visit masturah. for the very first time..i stood there for almost 2 hours. she's going thru a bad time. very very bad time. n i'm so lost. feeling helpless n useless. God, if ur feeling my pain, do feel hers too. help her to overcome this challenge u threw. help me to see the solution to her problems. for no one else can i go to, but U.
1 more week. been thru 25. am thankful. to God, thank u for bringing the best out of me. ur are my saviour.
bring it on. bismillah.
Monday, May 23, 2005
Sunday, May 15, 2005
2 W.E.E.K.S
hey hey hey..
2 more weeks to go. am quite hyper abt it.
guess wat. i've been upgraded to C1L1. still got chance for combat vocation. though i hate the jungle.
16km route march on friday. from 4pm till 9.30pm. it was damn tiring. too tired n got irritated by the songs n so on. its juz me. i hate it when ppl talk too much. i thank God for giving me the strength to carry on. it was amazing. though only 11 ppl went. wif 7 eligible recruits n 4 volunteered C9L3, we managed to persevere. the experience of a life time. i'm proud to have done it.
did my BIC too. battle innoculation course. amazing. had to leopard crawl like mad. back crawl like an animal too. the funny thing is..i made it thru in super fast speed. even my sgt major was impressed. God has helped me alot. my strength comes from Him. finished first in BIC n BAC. i've done it.
thru out all these stupid courses i went thru, i kept forcing myself to do it for her n my body. praying to God to give me the strength i need. she's my inspiration n motivation. i dunno wat i am without her support thru out my BMT shit. thanks mas.
its juz 2 weeks away. gotta get thru this. though i'm gonna b tired but i know at the end of the 2 weeks, i got 4 whole days to myself. worth it. worth every single effort i put in. thank u God.
2 more weeks to go. am quite hyper abt it.
guess wat. i've been upgraded to C1L1. still got chance for combat vocation. though i hate the jungle.
16km route march on friday. from 4pm till 9.30pm. it was damn tiring. too tired n got irritated by the songs n so on. its juz me. i hate it when ppl talk too much. i thank God for giving me the strength to carry on. it was amazing. though only 11 ppl went. wif 7 eligible recruits n 4 volunteered C9L3, we managed to persevere. the experience of a life time. i'm proud to have done it.
did my BIC too. battle innoculation course. amazing. had to leopard crawl like mad. back crawl like an animal too. the funny thing is..i made it thru in super fast speed. even my sgt major was impressed. God has helped me alot. my strength comes from Him. finished first in BIC n BAC. i've done it.
thru out all these stupid courses i went thru, i kept forcing myself to do it for her n my body. praying to God to give me the strength i need. she's my inspiration n motivation. i dunno wat i am without her support thru out my BMT shit. thanks mas.
its juz 2 weeks away. gotta get thru this. though i'm gonna b tired but i know at the end of the 2 weeks, i got 4 whole days to myself. worth it. worth every single effort i put in. thank u God.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
WHAM!!
3 more weeks to P.O.P!!
cleared my field camp. no more rubber trees. heat in the forest. 3/4 of the day wif helmet n SBO. no more. clear liao!
on the last day of field camp, there was a turn out. at 4.30am, the first thunderflash was thrown. followed by another. den blanks were shot up in the air. the booming voice being heard thru a loud hailer. it was a turn out. luckily, most of us had been expecting this shit. we had packed our field packs nicely and as soon as the first thunderflash was heard, most of us were already up. alot of rushing here n there. but we made it thru.
lotsa pics taken during field camp. haha. memories of Eagle 1.
BAC was next. didn't expected it to b DAT dirty.
we had to apply BCCT on a couple of targets while clearing a few obstacles. like barb wire and zig zag zinc. leopard crawls, back crawls n not to mention the idiotic baby crawl. crawling on the muddy and VERY sand surface was terrible. but the best part was venting everything out onto the dummies. it was cool. the best thing ever. being able to shout n whack wif everything u got. the last dummy received a good one from me. the last thing u wanna c is a titan running towards u wif a rifle.
16km route march next week. god knows how i'm gonna go thru it. headache arr. not to mention alot of aches to come. BIC is next too. grenade technical handling n stuff. 3 more weeks. juz 3 more.
oh..damn the M.O for giving me a C1L9. all the 5 months i undergo without falling out or reporting sick..its all like wasted. down the drain. but fuck it. i won't let sum dumb M.O let me down. i'm gonna show him dat i'm a goddamn PES B. fark. bring it on.
3 more weeks. lets go.
cleared my field camp. no more rubber trees. heat in the forest. 3/4 of the day wif helmet n SBO. no more. clear liao!
on the last day of field camp, there was a turn out. at 4.30am, the first thunderflash was thrown. followed by another. den blanks were shot up in the air. the booming voice being heard thru a loud hailer. it was a turn out. luckily, most of us had been expecting this shit. we had packed our field packs nicely and as soon as the first thunderflash was heard, most of us were already up. alot of rushing here n there. but we made it thru.
lotsa pics taken during field camp. haha. memories of Eagle 1.
BAC was next. didn't expected it to b DAT dirty.
we had to apply BCCT on a couple of targets while clearing a few obstacles. like barb wire and zig zag zinc. leopard crawls, back crawls n not to mention the idiotic baby crawl. crawling on the muddy and VERY sand surface was terrible. but the best part was venting everything out onto the dummies. it was cool. the best thing ever. being able to shout n whack wif everything u got. the last dummy received a good one from me. the last thing u wanna c is a titan running towards u wif a rifle.
16km route march next week. god knows how i'm gonna go thru it. headache arr. not to mention alot of aches to come. BIC is next too. grenade technical handling n stuff. 3 more weeks. juz 3 more.
oh..damn the M.O for giving me a C1L9. all the 5 months i undergo without falling out or reporting sick..its all like wasted. down the drain. but fuck it. i won't let sum dumb M.O let me down. i'm gonna show him dat i'm a goddamn PES B. fark. bring it on.
3 more weeks. lets go.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
back to civilisation
the worse week of my BMT phase. totally worse.
booked in on sunday. den route march on tuesday. 12km route march. surprise, surprise. the person leading us is none other den, our dear ol' CSM. the crazy guy took us on a 12km route march which almost lead to the failure of my legs. we were practically running during the first 2km! imagine running wif an additional load of 16kg on ur body. it gets worse when ur heart is meant for an 80kg body but instead its in a 100kg body. goddamn it. totally mad. i got blisters during the first 2km.
the blisters tore open once we completed the route march. everyone was sooo tired. i was over heating. dunno y but my body heats up too fast. we had to change for lunch straight away!
wed was field camp. the ultimatum. set up concertina wire n iron picket. its crazy lah. helmets n SBO have to be on almost every single time. kept feeling giddy n groggy. cos of the damn helmet. had the chance to shoot blanks. cool stuff. doing section movement n stuff. aggression to the core. almost fainted a couple of times but thank god, i managed to hold on.
once field camp was over on friday, we rushed back to the coy line. its freaking amazing how nice to see buildings again instead of trees. dun get me wrong. i love nature. but nature n military apparels dun reali match. once we cleaned up, i took my temperature. den i realised thru out my field camp, i was having high fever. the temperature i took was 40.3 degrees. amazing. i can be so stupid at times.
hey sis, sorry for not replying to ur sms on time. was out field arr. dun get all teary. pls dun. cos the rite one will come soon. u made the rite decision n dun regret it. juz get busy and u'll soon realise dat ur gonna b feeling better. time heals everything. its true. relax and take things in ur stride ya!!
dunno lah. me n mas. i'm on the verge of juz going isolation. giving up everything lah. i think i'll die a lonely man. she's so stubborn. haha. learnt how to b stubborn from her too.
long weekend. take the chance to sleep n rest. body's a bit heaty now due to the fever. feeling abit high sum times. if i dun wake up tmrw, tell mas i love her. hahaha! n to EAGLE 1, 4 more weeks to POP!!!!!!
fuck it. 4 weeks. lets go. break me now.
booked in on sunday. den route march on tuesday. 12km route march. surprise, surprise. the person leading us is none other den, our dear ol' CSM. the crazy guy took us on a 12km route march which almost lead to the failure of my legs. we were practically running during the first 2km! imagine running wif an additional load of 16kg on ur body. it gets worse when ur heart is meant for an 80kg body but instead its in a 100kg body. goddamn it. totally mad. i got blisters during the first 2km.
the blisters tore open once we completed the route march. everyone was sooo tired. i was over heating. dunno y but my body heats up too fast. we had to change for lunch straight away!
wed was field camp. the ultimatum. set up concertina wire n iron picket. its crazy lah. helmets n SBO have to be on almost every single time. kept feeling giddy n groggy. cos of the damn helmet. had the chance to shoot blanks. cool stuff. doing section movement n stuff. aggression to the core. almost fainted a couple of times but thank god, i managed to hold on.
once field camp was over on friday, we rushed back to the coy line. its freaking amazing how nice to see buildings again instead of trees. dun get me wrong. i love nature. but nature n military apparels dun reali match. once we cleaned up, i took my temperature. den i realised thru out my field camp, i was having high fever. the temperature i took was 40.3 degrees. amazing. i can be so stupid at times.
hey sis, sorry for not replying to ur sms on time. was out field arr. dun get all teary. pls dun. cos the rite one will come soon. u made the rite decision n dun regret it. juz get busy and u'll soon realise dat ur gonna b feeling better. time heals everything. its true. relax and take things in ur stride ya!!
dunno lah. me n mas. i'm on the verge of juz going isolation. giving up everything lah. i think i'll die a lonely man. she's so stubborn. haha. learnt how to b stubborn from her too.
long weekend. take the chance to sleep n rest. body's a bit heaty now due to the fever. feeling abit high sum times. if i dun wake up tmrw, tell mas i love her. hahaha! n to EAGLE 1, 4 more weeks to POP!!!!!!
fuck it. 4 weeks. lets go. break me now.
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