= ghost walker =

was so tired! reali reali tired. even though there were no hard activity but still..haiz.

went for my IMT shooting. passed it. got ard 75% hits on target. unofficially, i am a marksman. haha! cleared IMT n now waiting for range. gonna b stressful. hope i can hit most of the target wif my rifle. oh yah, gave my M16 rifle a name. called it Mas II. haha!

finally when outfield last week. spent most of the time playing in the jungle. learning how to camou n the the field craft. pricked my fingers n had my neck scratched by thorns when we were asked to camouflage ourselves in the wild. i look damn fierce wif camou on sia. violent. haha!

had nite combat training too. dats where we learn to work as a team. nothing less, only more. learnt how to ghost walk. haha! its scary shit when u can't see ur enemy. can't wait to finish field camp!! so i can POP!!! tekong's a nitemare!

so many things happening. yet i am able to relate a few. strangely yesterday was the most craziest day. i went out alone. walking wandering. was thinking of masturah. she's having one of the toughest time in her life now. n there r so many things which she shouldn't b doing rite now. it hurts to much to know the one u love, is having a difficult time. and ur juz there, dunno wat to do cos she's not opening up to u. u can't do much cos ur in camp. it juz hurts so much. i reali pray dat she's able to cope wif everything. she's a super woman n i hope she can pull thru. sorry baby cos i can't b there for most of the the time. but i can ALWAYS b on time whenever u need me. am so missin' u.

6 more book outs b4 i POP. i hope masturah can make time for dinner wif me when i POP liao.

from 6 months to 6 weeks. its a huge transformation. n everyone can't wait to POP. field camp? range? all the other shit? bring it on. cos i know i'll always have her by my side.