fly, flew, flown.

things have been quite messy lately but i think both of us are being very patient with everything. its amazing how she handles stuff, including me.

i am off to bangkok for a short holiday. 4 days to be exact and i will leaving in a short while. i know that i won't be in singapore tonite to talk to u dear. I know that i'll miss u loads the moment the plane lifts off. i reali can't bear to leave u but i think u would definitely want me to go on the holiday.

yesterday was terrible. i exploded n all. we both had a huge argument. i'm so sorry abt it. i reali am. i feel bad, guilty and even stressed out! i'm glad dat u eventually picked up the phone. i was chatting wif her sis in msn last nite. we talked abt us, dear. how faithful we can be and as long as both of us are into each other, the question of who deserves who, shouldn't exist. i agree wholeheartedly!

dear, i may seem unreasonable to u at times. i can show the stupidest atittude and i may even upset u a lot of times. n u have been greatly patient with all of my antics. i am amazed by u. and i'm falling deeper n deeper in love wif u. and yes, i love u for Allah's sake. sincerely and honestly. i cannot imagine myself without u now. n i pray ever so hard that we'll be together forever. i appreciate ur presence in my life and tears are indeed rolling down my cheeks as i type this. guys should cry. we are mere humans and do cry at the right moments. yes, we are strong too. so darling, i'm strong n yet soft hearted at the right moments. i love u nur hidayah and i sure hope u'll be my partner for life. love u sayang n i look forward to meeting u next week. sayaaaaaang u!