fly, flew, flown.

things have been quite messy lately but i think both of us are being very patient with everything. its amazing how she handles stuff, including me.

i am off to bangkok for a short holiday. 4 days to be exact and i will leaving in a short while. i know that i won't be in singapore tonite to talk to u dear. I know that i'll miss u loads the moment the plane lifts off. i reali can't bear to leave u but i think u would definitely want me to go on the holiday.

yesterday was terrible. i exploded n all. we both had a huge argument. i'm so sorry abt it. i reali am. i feel bad, guilty and even stressed out! i'm glad dat u eventually picked up the phone. i was chatting wif her sis in msn last nite. we talked abt us, dear. how faithful we can be and as long as both of us are into each other, the question of who deserves who, shouldn't exist. i agree wholeheartedly!

dear, i may seem unreasonable to u at times. i can show the stupidest atittude and i may even upset u a lot of times. n u have been greatly patient with all of my antics. i am amazed by u. and i'm falling deeper n deeper in love wif u. and yes, i love u for Allah's sake. sincerely and honestly. i cannot imagine myself without u now. n i pray ever so hard that we'll be together forever. i appreciate ur presence in my life and tears are indeed rolling down my cheeks as i type this. guys should cry. we are mere humans and do cry at the right moments. yes, we are strong too. so darling, i'm strong n yet soft hearted at the right moments. i love u nur hidayah and i sure hope u'll be my partner for life. love u sayang n i look forward to meeting u next week. sayaaaaaang u!

lips of an angel

life has been kinda hectic these few days. den again, if its not, it will get mundane. there's no replacement for Cik Minah yet, so i'm the one who's covering her place for the time being. so i'm working on mondays, wednesday, fridays, saturdays and sundays. yes, that's like 5 days a week. and i am definitely hope for someone to come along and fill the sunday slot. so i reaaaaali wanna take off on sundays to be with Hidayah.

we went out to Escape last sunday, but this time round, with a special guest. we went out with younger sister, ijati! she's the most adorable lil thing! not to mention hyperactive! she was so quiet initially! when she was comfy wif me, she was talkative. haha! she's a smart lil gal and i love to talk to her. but i love talking to my gf more! haha! we had fun down at Escape. took the inverter twice wif ijati. dear, u should have went wif us for the 2nd ride!

we left ard 7pm and i accompanied her to paya lebar cos she was meeting her mom. when we were in the train, her mom called me n asked if i was gonna tag along for dinner wif them. next thing i knew, i was suppose to meet both of her parents for dinner! Ya Allah! I was so freaked out. i had butterflies, moths n wateva insects in my stomach. i was a nervous wreck! but she calmed me down n i will never forget that nite. she juz looked at me n said 'sayang, dun worry! look at me. i love you and ur gonna be fine.' alhamdulilah, things turned out well and i had the most interesting time wif her family.

n i'm meeting her tmrw for a date. sayang, at times, i let my feelings get the better of me but i promise u that i'll treat u good, if not, best, from now on. i love u Nur Hidayah and i pray that Allah will strengthen our relationship, bless us with the utmost understanding towards each other and ease the road that we are travelling together. cos frankly, i think ur the one.

lovin' her

she's got a smile that would make the most senile
annoying old man bite his tongue
i'm not done
she's got eyes comparable to sunrise
and it doesn't stop there
man i swear
she's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten
and now she's even got her own song
but movin' on
she's got the cutest laugh i ever heard
and we can be on the phone for three hours
not sayin' one word
and i would still cherish every moment
and when i start to build my future she's the main component
call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
everywhere i go i keep her picture in my wallet like you

take a look at my girlfriend
she's the only one i got [ba ba da da]
not much of a girlfriend
i never seem to get a lot [ba ba da da, ba ba da da]

take a look at my girlfriend
she's the only one i got [ba ba da da]
not much of a girlfriend
i never seem to get a lot [ba ba da da, ba ba da da]

that's part of a song called Cupid's Chokehold..and seriously, take a look at
my gf cos i'm freaking proud of her and she's only one i got..