yeaps

i know its been quite a long time since i wrote sumting. juz that things are pretty much boring nowadays.

had lotsa guard duties this month. pisses me off. i hate guard duty. reali i do. to the extreme. even thought of going AWOL cos of it. but my sanity has the better of me. thank God. each time its a struggle. haiz!! hate it. but juz gotta do it. lan lan suck thumb.

oh. i am no longer a private. am now a lance corporal. feels kinda good. haha! an insurance i guess. in case anything happens, they can juz strip me off my rank without charging me. hopefully nothing like that will happen.

fasting month has come. so my body's pretty much dormant. hasn't been running as much lately. n i know i'm getting lazy. next week, i'm gonna run 5km each day. juz b4 breaking my fast. need to control my diet too. been eating too much these days. haiz!

went out to seoul garden too! wif my mandai hill buddies. funny shit! saw a few of my ITE frens too! 1 of them even shriek out in glee when she saw me! she shouted 'SIAAAAAAAAL LAAAH! TU DIA?? DAH KURUS SAAAAK!!!'. haha. everyone was staring at her. dropped my water face. haha. n no, i've got a long way to go. but i'm taking it slowly. n hopefully by next year, i'll b having a healthier body.

masturah, i miss u. y still so down? i'm still here rite? so put away ur sorrow n juz smile wif me. yeah! do nothing n juz smile wif me. haha! hey, wateva it is, u know i'm behind u rite? so chill gal. luv ya.

where's my lovely sis? miss siti azura? 1 more month b4 attachment ends!! muz b happy rite? haha! yeah, i'll b at ur bday sis!

see that green guy? he's exactly like me. i turn into a monster when i explode. but rarely happens. that's the ugly me. same goes to the guy in the pic. exactly. next year, i'll b a malay hulk. haha!