today is book in day...book in..book in..book in day!!
been having sleepless nites these days. damn it. irritable and angry zul. i can't do anything if i'm sleepy. sure to have put on weight over these 4 days. my mom's stubborn. she cooks everything fatty!
hate to book in. damn. waste time. i still have 5 more days b4 my book out day. need to get dettol later on. army toilet stinks big time. v-day's coming! should i get something for someone? dunno leh..
haiz..army changes u. someone's rite! but i believe i'm the same ol' me. zul is still zul. hahaha! livin' each day as if it was the last...
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Saturday, January 22, 2005
left check!!
am now so tired!! went out from 2pm till 11.30pm yesterday. practically circled the whole of orchard! town was full of chinese and ang moh gals! aaaaaaaaaah!! so pretty! hahaha! but hey, wats a face without a heart rite?
was hanging out wif my frens yesterday. let me see, 5 soldiers, a policeman and 2 students. hahaha! told u, 75% of my frens are now serving the nation. went to borders looking for a book to buy but cannot reali decide on one and ended up buying nothing!! intelligent ppl in borders! smart looking gals!
we ended up playing xbox games along the streets and had dinner at lido. talking crap wif my frens. 7 years of frenship. from the day i entered sec sch till now. from students to soldiers. from boys to men. dunno wat would i do without them. posted my pics up now. the difference of 2 months in the army. from chubby to cengkung!! wah liao! SAF Slimming Centre works! hahaha!
was hanging out wif my frens yesterday. let me see, 5 soldiers, a policeman and 2 students. hahaha! told u, 75% of my frens are now serving the nation. went to borders looking for a book to buy but cannot reali decide on one and ended up buying nothing!! intelligent ppl in borders! smart looking gals!
we ended up playing xbox games along the streets and had dinner at lido. talking crap wif my frens. 7 years of frenship. from the day i entered sec sch till now. from students to soldiers. from boys to men. dunno wat would i do without them. posted my pics up now. the difference of 2 months in the army. from chubby to cengkung!! wah liao! SAF Slimming Centre works! hahaha!
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Friday, January 21, 2005
echo..
today's a rather sombre day for me. its hari raya haji. went to the mosque for prayers today. i alway look forward to going to the mosque every hari raya..regardless whether its adilfitri or aidiladha. the feeling is different. the ambience, the atmosphere and the ppl makes the whole praying session a rather special event. not forgetting the takbir, which is the only thing which instantly makes me reflect on the stupid things i've done thru out my life. today, i was sitting there and thinking abt 5 major things.
the first 3 were the relationships i went thru. been awhile n i think i've learned from my mistakes. the first one was a total disaster lah, wasn't my fault at all. but my 2nd n 3rd one, i should have been a better guy, though i gave my all in my 2nd relationship and i would do it all over again. but hey, picked myself up n doing well now. relationship is a rather complicated thing. one thing i realised abt me now, is dat i dun reali talk to gals. i'm a different person wif guys n a totally different person wif gals. i tend to b a very angelic bugger ard gals. dunno y. SNAG arr..
the fourth mistake almost ended up wif a police report. shall not tell the whole world.
the 5th one is me being myself. i should change. for the better though.
army changed me. i am more disciplined n can co operate wif others more. i realised dat i am a nobody. but when 49 other guys are enduring the same dreadful trainings wif me, i sense that they look up at me as a somebody.
the first 3 were the relationships i went thru. been awhile n i think i've learned from my mistakes. the first one was a total disaster lah, wasn't my fault at all. but my 2nd n 3rd one, i should have been a better guy, though i gave my all in my 2nd relationship and i would do it all over again. but hey, picked myself up n doing well now. relationship is a rather complicated thing. one thing i realised abt me now, is dat i dun reali talk to gals. i'm a different person wif guys n a totally different person wif gals. i tend to b a very angelic bugger ard gals. dunno y. SNAG arr..
the fourth mistake almost ended up wif a police report. shall not tell the whole world.
the 5th one is me being myself. i should change. for the better though.
army changed me. i am more disciplined n can co operate wif others more. i realised dat i am a nobody. but when 49 other guys are enduring the same dreadful trainings wif me, i sense that they look up at me as a somebody.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
ur left..ur left..ur left..RIGHT!!!
am now and officially, a 2 months old soldier!! been rather away from home. army life is rather tiring!!! drains all ur energy..break u into putty n they do it all over again the very next day.
lotsa stuff probably happened which i probably can't remember. last time i looked in the mirror, i look damn good. somehow, my body's not going smaller but bigger!! muscles baby..muscles!! haha! have not reported sick for training yet. probably among the last few survivors! GARANG lah!!
the peculiar thing abt wearing the army uniform is dat ppl actuali look at u! it feels weird! gals especially! they will look at u wif this funny look as if they know u..den they look away..n den they take glances at u again. scary sia!! as if i reali did something bad to them. to the ppl out there, i am a very good boy. pls dun think otherwise ya!
am saving up money for a digital video cam! almost there but not there. haha! wanna make my own movie lah. den if the money's good, i'll venture into pornography k? hahaha! as if! am missing masturah. but den again, i've been thinking. i probably should juz forget her. she's way too good for me. though sometimes it gets rather lonely, i think love can still wait. hey mas, i reali like u. but then again, i ain't good enuff. hahaha!
booking in tmrw. am feeling sleepy now. got M16S1 rifle last monday. gave her a name. shall not tell anyone. hahah! hey ppl..i miss civilian life. take care..
lotsa stuff probably happened which i probably can't remember. last time i looked in the mirror, i look damn good. somehow, my body's not going smaller but bigger!! muscles baby..muscles!! haha! have not reported sick for training yet. probably among the last few survivors! GARANG lah!!
the peculiar thing abt wearing the army uniform is dat ppl actuali look at u! it feels weird! gals especially! they will look at u wif this funny look as if they know u..den they look away..n den they take glances at u again. scary sia!! as if i reali did something bad to them. to the ppl out there, i am a very good boy. pls dun think otherwise ya!
am saving up money for a digital video cam! almost there but not there. haha! wanna make my own movie lah. den if the money's good, i'll venture into pornography k? hahaha! as if! am missing masturah. but den again, i've been thinking. i probably should juz forget her. she's way too good for me. though sometimes it gets rather lonely, i think love can still wait. hey mas, i reali like u. but then again, i ain't good enuff. hahaha!
booking in tmrw. am feeling sleepy now. got M16S1 rifle last monday. gave her a name. shall not tell anyone. hahah! hey ppl..i miss civilian life. take care..
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