stress..

abit stressed out by the revision that i'm having. got a paper in 5 days n my bday is in 4 days. feeling abit down cos they are side by side. can't enjoy when i should b. anyway, that damn paper is on win2k system administration. can't reali understand how they could create an xam on win2k! win2k is an OS..not some module! its suppose to be practical..not theoritical! damn ite dover..

work up late this morning..at 12pm xactly. this is due to my sleeping late last nite. was up till 3am playing Rise of Nations. Maaan..it feels good to control ur own army. mayb should write a book the the art of war. hahaha. went to work after that. today was good. everything was fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! including the gals! wahahaha! watching The O.C rite now. a bunch of raging hormones kids. sexually active and horny driven bunch. enjoy..

monday morniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing...

woke up at 11am today. had a late nite previously..caught The Patriot on tv. its a grrrreat show! how should i say this..errm..very patriotic? hahaha! had a tiring day at work yesterday.

in case u didn't know..i'm working part time at a food place. so every sunday i've got to wake up at 6am n leave my house by 6.30am to open the damn place. my mom keeps telling to get another job. probably cos i leave the house b4 sunrise n reach home by sunset. but the money's good and the ppl are great. xcept mayb this particular full timer. i can't get along wif him. he skives alot. keep taking toilet breaks n short breaks to smoke. the bloody idiot only cuts n fries fish. n he changes the soup. that's it. but the number of breaks that he takes, is as if he's cutting n frying a whole whale! u see..whenever he takes a break, i'm left to take care of the counter all by myself. n the orders that come in, ain't small!! so there would b a mini human jam outside the counter wif ppl waiting for their food. that sucks. it puts pressure on me. n i hate being pressurized. to that full timer out there..ur a freaking bastard.

thought that my riding theory test was today. so i took the day off from work. den i realised that it was on wednesday. God, wat am i bcoming? oh well..guess that i should enjoy the day instead. gonna b away for the time being..i finish up this entry later on.

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didn't do much today. was playing games n watching tv. starship troopers was on tv. denise richards was looking fine. in fact, i caught a movie of her exposing her boobs! haha! had a small dinner cos of my splitting headache. can't bear the damn pain. life's getting too boring..need to spice it up. till the next episode of think to the brink, this is ur host, cool zul, signing off...

that splinter..

was probably the last of school today. had the last system admin practical test. i was screwed 20 marks by my teacher. no prob mr tsb..i'll make it big time in the future. abit sad though cos i'm actually leaving my classmates, who were wif me for the whole of 2 years. well..this is probably a tribute to my classmates out there.

no words can actually xpress the gratitude and attitude i've received from you all. we all started out from total strangers to best of buddies. i know i wasn't quite the chatty person u knew now when we first met, that's probably cos i'm a shy person. well..i believe i've spent the greatest 2 years of my tertiary life in the rite place. i've never met such hardworking yet determined mates. u guys are the greatest and reali, i take my hats off u.

to team netster a.k.a team xpert, comprising of arnold, choy, shiver, john, seh kok, yong heng..u guys are the real deal. totally focus all day and damn determined. u ppl had me thinking abt my future and changed the way i look towards education. u ppl taught me that age is never a factor and learning is forever. the help u've given me for my project are priceless and i wish u guys the best for ur future endeavours. thanks guys.

to team e-net, comprising of the lovebirds, wei de, willy n wei hung, i would say thanks for the help u ppl have given me during the implementation of my project. u guys were the the most well planned out team during the whole process. probably due to the serious nature of each individuals. u guys did great for the whole project thingy! to wei hung n wei de, thank u for the great deal of help. thanks arr bros for everything. to willy, ur the best organiser i've met. always gung ho n positive. keep up the good attitude bro n i'm sure u'll make it big in the near future. all the best for ur poly life! to the lovebirds, its nice to see a sweet couple in the class. i'm amazed by ur relationship n i reali hope the both of u would invite me to ur wedding. hahahaha! gonna miss u guys..

to team 4 pulse, comprising of nirmala, buvenes, hamidah n ali, u guys reali make me smile. i can still remember those countless days where we did our projects. argued abt who should have the priority over the routers, switches and simulators. nirmala n buvenes, u gals are sweet. damn sarcastic! haha..i can't believe u gals watched that malay show! haha! hope u gals will enjoy ur poly life. hamidah, do take care n its been great to have u as a fren. enjoy ur poly life lah sis! ali..i hope u would snap out of ur dream world n try to b more open towards ur frens.

to team zion, comprising of joan, hilmi, taufik n ME, get ready to be ZIONISED!! u guys have been my brothers in school. we've gone thru pains n joys together. given another chance i wouldn't get another bunch of mates. those 2yrs i've gotten to know u guys..were simply fabulous. to joan, u've been the oldest joker in the class. at 25, ur still behaving as if ur 18. that's the thing i've admired for u. u can reali mix ard n u've eaten the most salt in our class. i take my hats off for u bro. taufik, we'e xperience break ups together. both of us were left heartbroken by the bitches. but still we moved on. u were an idiot in computers and i hope u've learnt something in the 2 yrs we've studied together. good luck for the future bro. for hilmi, ur my blood bro since sec school. we've been classmates for almost 8 yrs now n i think i've known u quite well now. ur a great buddy to b wif and u were there during my ups n downs. i hope u can reali find a great gf. dun b tied down to someone who gives u headaches. thanks bro.

to the other guys in my class, i'm gonna miss u ppl. to team NSC, which i was once part of, shawn, derek, zheng bin, ken, yi de, boon kiat n the rest..congrats on completing the whole training. u guys are the smart ones n i simply respect u ppl. shawn, go get a bigger bike! to the rest of my wonderful mates, i reali hope we can keep in contact in the future. u've ppl brought smiles to my face every single day! i wouldn't asked to b placed in any other class! till the day we meet again..i wish u guys the best! luv ya all..

totally went bonkers today. didn't actually sleep last nite..was awake till abt 5am, after which i actually forced myself to sleep. worse still, i woke up at 1pm today. so basically, i didn't do anything during the earlier half of the day!!!

went to work at 2.30pm. had to report in ealier cos my full timer was abit sick. things were bored at work today. drank alot of isotonic drinks though. something's wrong wif my body system..been craving for these kinda drinks for some time now. one thing abt my work place, its full of SEXAAAAAAAAAAAAAY customers. damn, some ppl reali know how to flaunt it. took the train back..as usual, its full of ppl. 2 old ah peks were standing n in front of me. talking loudly in mandarin. maaan..i spent 40 mins listening to chinese words!

words of wisdom:
i'm working the F&B industry and i get to meet alot of customers everyday. n most of these ppl can't actually pronounce the dishes that i sell. so my full timer decided its best to put pictures for reference also. but still i get ppl saying different dishes..when wat they wanted was another dish! which made me thing..do these ppl know wat they want? not only when they are buying stuff...but in life too. so wat if they are rich n famous..but is that wat they REALI want? wat abt u? wat do U want? go figure..

Newbie..

finally got a change of a blog site..a special thanks to my sis, (AZURAAAAAAAAA!)

had a stupid day today..half thru my journey to school, received a call from a mate..seems like 90% of the guys decided to switch to truancy mode n didn't bother to inform the other 10% abt it! damn u buggers..at least spare me the journey so i can sleep longer! maaaaaaaan..i spent 30 mins of journey for nothing! u evil buggers..

went back home n played on my xbox for like 3hrs! for those of u who dun actually own an xbox, GO GET IT! bloody hell..the graphics is good enuff to make u go gaga! ate like pig..yeah yeah..male chauvinistic pig n the lots. den slept but was disturbed by a call from a mate..telling me abt another mate who broke his ankle. the poor bloke had his ankle cast up. to think that we are gonna b graduating together in abt a month!

here's the thing abt my blog, at the end of every posting..there's gonna b a section where i try to impose on something which i've learned on that particular day. corny? dun think so!

So here's the first one..i was in the bus today, when it started to drizzle. the bus stopped at a station n 3 gals boarded. 2 of them were using cards so they boarded wif ease. den my attention was drawn to the last gal. seems like she short on change n had to borrow a few cents from her mates. the bus went past 2 stops b4 she actually alighted. makes me wonder..y the heck did she boarded the bus when her destination is only 2 stops away? she wasn't tired and it was only drizzling! how can frens actually change ur decision? ur daily routines? n mayb..ur life? a penny for ur thought..

i believe that everything happens for a reason..n that reason is urself...
i believe that God decides on ur fate, but how it goes abt..its reali up to u...